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- 1816
- ENDYMION: A POETIC ROMANCE
- by John Keats
- PREFACE
-
- "The stretched metre of an antique song"
-
- INSCRIBED TO THE MEMORY OF THOMAS CHATTERTON
-
- PREFACE
-
- KNOWING within myself the manner in which this Poem has been
- produced, it is not without a feeling of regret that I make it public.
- What manner I mean, will be quite clear to the reader, who must soon
- perceive great inexperience, immaturity, and every error denoting a
- feverish attempt, rather than a deed accomplished. The two first
- books, and indeed the two last, I feel sensible are not of such
- completion as to warrant their passing the press; nor should they if I
- thought a year's castigation would do them any good;- it will not: the
- foundations are too sandy. It is just that this youngster should die
- away: a sad thought for me, if I had not some hope that while it is
- dwindling I may be plotting, and fitting myself for verses fit to
- live.
- This may be speaking too presumptuously, and may deserve a
- punishment: but no feeling man will be forward to inflict it: he will
- leave me alone, with the conviction that there is not fiercer hell
- than the failure in a great object. This is not written with the
- least atom of purpose to forestall criticisms of course, but from the
- desire I have to conciliate men who are competent to look, and who do
- look witha zealous eye, to the honour of English literature.
- The imagination of a boy is healthy, and the mature imagination of a
- man is healthy; but there is a space of life between, in which the
- soul is in a ferment, the character undecided, the way of life
- uncertain, the ambition thick-sighted: thence proceeds mawkishness,
- and all the thousand bitters which those men I speak of must
- necessarily taste in going over the following pages.
- I hope I have not in too late a day touched the beautiful
- mythology of Greece and dulled its brightness: for I wish to try
- once more, before I bid it farewell.
-
- TEIGNMOUTH,
- April 10, 1818
- BOOK I.
-
- A thing of beauty is a joy for ever:
- Its loveliness increases; it will never
- Pass into nothingness; but still will keep
- A bower quiet for us, and a sleep
- Full of sweet dreams, and health, and quiet breathing.
- Therefore, on every morrow, are we wreathing
- A flowery band to bind us to the earth,
- Spite of despondence, of the inhuman dearth
- Of noble natures, of the gloomy days,
- Of all the unhealthy and o'er-darkened ways
- Made for our searching: yes, in spite of all,
- Some shape of beauty moves away the pall
- From our dark spirits. Such the sun, the moon,
- Trees old, and young, sprouting a shady boon
- For simple sheep; and such are daffodils
- With the green world they live in; and clear rills
- That for themselves a cooling covert make
- 'Gainst the hot season; the mid forest brake,
- Rich with a sprinkling of fair musk-rose blooms:
- And such too is the grandeur of the dooms
- We have imagined for the mighty dead;
- All lovely tales that we have heard or read:
- An endless fountain of immortal drink,
- Pouring unto us from the heaven's brink.
-
- Nor do we merely feel these essences
- For one short hour; no, even as the trees
- That whisper round a temple become soon
- Dear as the temple's self, so does the moon,
- The passion poesy, glories infinite,
- Haunt us till they become a cheering light
- Unto our souls, and bound to us so fast,
- That, whether there be shine, or gloom o'ercast,
- They alway must be with us, or we die.
-
- Therefore, 'tis with full happiness that I
- Will trace the story of Endymion.
- The very music of the name has gone
- Into my being, and each pleasant scene
- Is growing fresh before me as the green
- Of our own vallies: so I will begin
- Now while I cannot hear the city's din;
- Now while the early budders are just new,
- And run in mazes of the youngest hue
- About old forests; while the willow trails
- Its delicate amber; and the dairy pails
- Bring home increase of milk. And, as the year
- Grows lush in juicy stalks, I'll smoothly steer
- My little boat, for many quiet hours,
- With streams that deepen freshly into bowers.
- Many and many a verse I hope to write,
- Before the daisies, vermeil rimm'd and white,
- Hide in deep herbage; and ere yet the bees
- Hum about globes of clover and sweet peas,
- I must be near the middle of my story.
- O may no wintry season, bare and hoary,
- See it half finish'd: but let Autumn bold,
- With universal tinge of sober gold,
- Be all about me when I make an end.
- And now at once, adventuresome, I send
- My herald thought into a wilderness:
- There let its trumpet blow, and quickly dress
- My uncertain path with green, that I may speed
- Easily onward, thorough flowers and weed.
-
- Upon the sides of Latmos was outspread
- A mighty forest; for the moist earth fed
- So plenteously all weed-hidden roots
- Into o'er-hanging boughs, and precious fruits.
- And it had gloomy shades, sequestered deep,
- Where no man went; and if from shepherd's keep
- A lamb stray'd far a-down those inmost glens,
- Never again saw he the happy pens
- Whither his brethren, bleating with content,
- Over the hills at every nightfall went.
- Among the shepherds, 'twas believed ever,
- That not one fleecy lamb which thus did sever
- From the white flock, but pass'd unworried
- By angry wolf, or pard with prying head,
- Until it came to some unfooted plains
- Where fed the herds of Pan: aye great his gains
- Who thus one lamb did lose. Paths there were many,
- Winding through palmy fern, and rushes fenny,
- And ivy banks; all leading pleasantly
- To a wide lawn, whence one could only see
- Stems thronging all around between the swell
- Of turf and slanting branches: who could tell
- The freshness of the space of heaven above,
- Edg'd round with dark tree tops? through which a dove
- Would often beat its wings, and often too
- A little cloud would move across the blue.
-
- Full in the middle of this pleasantness
- There stood a marble altar, with a tress
- Of flowers budded newly; and the dew
- Had taken fairy phantasies to strew
- Daisies upon the sacred sward last eve,
- And so the dawned light in pomp receive.
- For 'twas the morn: Apollo's upward fire
- Made every eastern cloud a silvery pyre
- Of brightness so unsullied, that therein
- A melancholy spirit well might win
- Oblivion, and melt out his essence fine
- Into the winds: rain-scented eglantine
- Gave temperate sweets to that well-wooing sun;
- The lark was lost in him; cold springs had run
- To warm their chilliest bubbles in the grass;
- Man's voice was on the mountains; and the mass
- Of nature's lives and wonders puls'd tenfold,
- To feel this sun-rise and its glories old.
-
- Now while the silent workings of the dawn
- Were busiest, into that self-same lawn
- All suddenly, with joyful cries, there sped
- A troop of little children garlanded;
- Who gathering round the altar, seem'd to pry
- Earnestly round as wishing to espy
- Some folk of holiday: nor had they waited
- For many moments, ere their ears were sated
- With a faint breath of music, which ev'n then
- Fill'd out its voice, and died away again.
- Within a little space again it gave
- Its airy swellings, with a gentle wave,
- To light-hung leaves, in smoothest echoes breaking
- Through copse-clad vallies,- ere their death, o'ertaking
- The surgy murmurs of the lonely sea.
-
- And now, as deep into the wood as we
- Might mark a lynx's eye, there glimmered light
- Fair faces and a rush of garments white,
- Plainer and plainer showing, till at last
- Into the widest alley they all past,
- Making directly for the woodland altar.
- O kindly muse! let not my weak tongue faulter
- In telling of this goodly company,
- Of their old piety, and of their glee:
- But let a portion of ethereal dew
- Fall on my head, and presently unmew
- My soul; that I may dare, in wayfaring,
- To stammer where old Chaucer us'd to sing.
-
- Leading the way, young damsels danced along,
- Bearing the burden of a shepherd song;
- Each having a white wicker over brimm'd
- With April's tender younglings: next, well trimm'd,
- A crowd of shepherds with as sunburnt looks
- As may be read of in Arcadian books;
- Such as sat listening round Apollo's pipe,
- When the great deity, for earth too ripe,
- Let his divinity o'erflowing die
- In music, through the vales of Thessaly:
- Some idly trail'd their sheep-hooks on the ground,
- And some kept up a shrilly mellow sound
- With ebon-tipped flutes: close after these,
- Now coming from beneath the forest trees,
- A venerable priest full soberly,
- Begirt with ministring looks: alway his eye
- Stedfast upon the matted turf he kept,
- And after him his sacred vestments swept.
- From his right hand there swung a vase, milk-white,
- Of mingled wine, out-sparkling generous light;
- And in his left he held a basket full
- Of all sweet herbs that searching eye could cull:
- Wild thyme, and valley-lillies whiter still
- Than Leda's love, and cresses from the rill.
- His aged head, crowned with beechen wreath,
- Seem'd like a poll of ivy in the teeth
- Of winter hoar. Then came another crowd
- Of shepherds, lifting in due time aloud
- Their share of the ditty. After them appear'd,
- Up-followed by a multitude that rear'd
- Their voices to the clouds, a fair wrought car,
- Easily rolling so as scarce to mar
- The freedom of three steeds of dapple brown:
- Who stood therein did seem of great renown
- Among the throng. His youth was fully blown,
- Showing like Ganymede to manhood grown;
- And, for those simple times, his garments were
- A chieftain king's: beneath his breast, half bare,
- Was hung a silver bugle, and between
- His nervy knees there lay a boar-spear keen.
- A smile was on his countenance; he seem'd,
- To common lookers on, like one who dream'd
- Of idleness in groves Elysian:
- But there were some who feelingly could scan
- A lurking trouble in his nether lip,
- And see that oftentimes the reins would slip
- Through his forgotten hands: then would they sigh,
- And think of yellow leaves, of owlets' cry,
- Of logs piled solemnly.- Ah, well-a-day,
- Why should our young Endymion pine away!
-
- Soon the assembly, in a circle rang'd,
- Stood silent round the shrine: each look was chang'd
- To sudden veneration: women meek
- Beckon'd their sons to silence; while each cheek
- Of virgin bloom paled gently for slight fear.
- Endymion too, without a forest peer,
- Stood, wan, and pale, and with an awed face,
- Among his brothers of the mountain chace.
- In midst of all, the venerable priest
- Eyed them with joy from greatest to the least,
- And, after lifting up his aged hands,
- Thus spake he: "Men of Latmos! shepherd bands!
- Whose care it is to guard a thousand flocks:
- Whether descended from beneath the rocks
- That overtop your mountains; whether come
- From vallies where the pipe is never dumb;
- Or from your swelling downs, where sweet air stirs
- Blue hare-bells lightly, and where prickly furze
- Buds lavish gold; or ye, whose precious charge
- Nibble their fill at ocean's very marge,
- Whose mellow reeds are touch'd with sounds forlorn
- By the dim echoes of old Triton's horn:
- Mothers and wives! who day by day prepare
- The scrip, with needments, for the mountain air;
- And all ye gentle girls who foster up
- Udderless lambs, and in a little cup
- Will put choice honey for a favoured youth:
- Yea, every one attend! for in good truth
- Our vows are wanting to our great god Pan.
- Are not our lowing heifers sleeker than
- Night-swollen mushrooms? Are not our wide plains
- Speckled with countless fleeces? Have not rains
- Green'd over April's lap? No howling sad
- Sickens our fearful ewes; and we have had
- Great bounty from Endymion our lord.
- The earth is glad: the merry lark has pour'd
- His early song against yon breezy sky,
- That spreads so clear o'er our solemnity."
-
- Thus ending, on the shrine he heap'd a spire
- Of teeming sweets, enkindling sacred fire;
- Anon he stain'd the thick and spongy sod
- With wine, in honour of the shepherd-god.
- Now while the earth was drinking it, and while
- Bay leaves were crackling in the fragrant pile,
- And gummy frankincense was sparkling bright
- 'Neath smothering parsley, and a hazy light
- Spread greyly eastward, thus a chorus sang:
-
- "O thou, whose mighty palace roof doth hang
- From jagged trunks, and overshadoweth
- Eternal whispers, glooms, the birth, life, death
- Of unseen flowers in heavy peacefulness;
- Who lov'st to see the hamadryads dress
- Their ruffled locks where meeting hazels darken;
- And through whole solemn hours dost sit, and hearken
- The dreary melody of bedded reeds-
- In desolate places, where dank moisture breeds
- The pipy hemlock to strange overgrowth;
- Bethinking thee, how melancholy loth
- Thou wast to lose fair Syrinx- do thou now,
- By thy love's milky brow!
- By all the trembling mazes that she ran,
- Hear us, great Pan!
-
- "O thou, for whose soul-soothing quiet, turtles
- Passion their voices cooingly 'mong myrtles,
- What time thou wanderest at eventide
- Through sunny meadows, that outskirt the side
- Of thine enmossed realms: O thou, to whom
- Broad leaved fig trees even now foredoom
- Their ripen'd fruitage; yellow girted bees
- Their golden honeycombs; our village leas
- Their fairest blossom'd beans and poppied corn;
- The chuckling linnet its five young unborn,
- To sing for thee; low creeping strawberries
- Their summer coolness; pent up butterflies
- Their freckled wings; yea, the fresh budding year
- All its completions- be quickly near,
- By every wind that nods the mountain pine,
- O forester divine!
-
- "Thou, to whom every faun and satyr flies
- For willing service; whether to surprise
- The squatted hare while in half sleeping fit;
- Or upward ragged precipices flit
- To save poor lambkins from the eagle's maw;
- Or by mysterious enticement draw
- Bewildered shepherds to their path again;
- Or to tread breathless round the frothy main,
- And gather up all fancifullest shells
- For thee to tumble into Naiads' cells,
- And, being hidden, laugh at their out-peeping;
- Or to delight thee with fantastic leaping,
- The while they pelt each other on the crown
- With silvery oak apples, and fir cones brown-
- By all the echoes that about thee ring,
- Hear us, O satyr king!
-
- "O Hearkener to the loud clapping shears
- While ever and anon to his shorn peers
- A ram goes bleating: Winder of the horn,
- When snouted wild-boars routing tender corn
- Anger our huntsmen: Breather round our farms,
- To keep off mildews, and all weather harms:
- Strange ministrant of undescribed sounds,
- That come a swooning over hollow grounds,
- And wither drearily on barren moors:
- Dread opener of the mysterious doors
- Leading to universal knowledge- see,
- Great son of Dryope,
- The many that are come to pay their vows
- With leaves about their brows!
-
- "Be still the unimaginable lodge
- For solitary thinkings; such as dodge
- Conception to the very bourne of heaven,
- Then leave the naked brain: be still the leaven,
- That spreading in this dull and clodded earth
- Gives it a touch ethereal- a new birth:
- Be still a symbol of immensity;
- A firmament reflected in a sea;
- An element filling the space between;
- An unknown- but no more: we humbly screen
- With uplift hands our foreheads, lowly bending,
- And giving out a shout most heaven rending,
- Conjure thee to receive our humble Paean,
- Upon thy Mount Lycean!"
-
- Even while they brought the burden to a close,
- A shout from the whole multitude arose,
- That lingered in the air like dying rolls
- Of abrupt thunder, when Ionian shoals
- Of dolphins bob their noses through the brine.
- Meantime, on shady levels, mossy fine,
- Young companies nimbly began dancing
- To the swift treble pipe, and humming string.
- Aye, those fair living forms swam heavenly
- To tunes forgotten- out of memory:
- Fair creatures! whose young children's children bred
- Thermopylae its heroes- not yet dead,
- But in old marbles ever beautiful.
- High genitors, unconscious did they cull
- Time's sweet first-fruits- they danc'd to weariness,
- And then in quiet circles did they press
- The hillock turf, and caught the latter end
- Of some strange history, potent to send
- A young mind from its bodily tenement.
- Or they might watch the quoit-pitchers, intent
- On either side; pitying the sad death
- Of Hyacinthus, when the cruel breath
- Of Zephyr slew him,- Zephyr penitent,
- Who now, ere Phoebus mounts the firmament,
- Fondles the flower amid the sobbing rain.
- The archers too, upon a wider plain,
- Beside the feathery whizzing of the shaft,
- And the dull twanging bowstring, and the raft
- Branch down sweeping from a tall ash top,
- Call'd up a thousand thoughts to envelope
- Those who would watch. Perhaps, the trembling knee
- And frantic gape of lonely Niobe,
- Poor, lonely Niobe! when her lovely young
- Were dead and gone, and her caressing tongue
- Lay a lost thing upon her paly lip,
- And very, very deadliness did nip
- Her motherly cheeks. Arous'd from this sad mood
- By one, who at a distance loud halloo'd,
- Uplifting his strong bow into the air,
- Many might after brighter visions stare:
- After the Argonauts, in blind amaze
- Tossing about on Neptune's restless ways,
- Until, from the horizon's vaulted side,
- There shot a golden splendour far and wide,
- Spangling those million poutings of the brine
- With quivering ore: 'twas even an awful shine
- From the exaltation of Apollo's bow;
- A heavenly beacon in their dreary woe.
- Who thus were ripe for high contemplating,
- Might turn their steps towards the sober ring
- Where sat Endymion and the aged priest
- 'Mong shepherds gone in eld, whose looks increas'd
- The silvery setting of their mortal star.
- There they discours'd upon the fragile bar
- That keeps us from our homes ethereal;
- And what our duties there: to nightly call
- Vesper, the beauty-crest of summer weather;
- To summon all the downiest clouds together
- For the sun's purple couch; to emulate
- In ministring the potent rule of fate
- With speed of fire-tail'd exhalations;
- To tint her pallid cheek with bloom, who cons
- Sweet poesy by moonlight: besides these,
- A world of other unguess'd offices.
- Anon they wander'd, by divine converse,
- Into Elysium; vieing to rehearse
- Each one his own anticipated bliss.
- One felt heart-certain that he could not miss
- His quick gone love, among fair blossom'd boughs,
- Where every zephyr-sigh pouts, and endows
- Her lips with music for the welcoming.
- Another wish'd, mid that eternal spring,
- To meet his rosy child, with feathery sails,
- Sweeping, eye-earnestly, through almond vales:
- Who, suddenly, should stoop through the smooth wind,
- And with the balmiest leaves his temples bind;
- And, ever after, through those regions be
- His messenger, his little Mercury.
- Some were athirst in soul to see again
- Their fellow huntsmen o'er the wide champaign
- In times long past; to sit with them, and talk
- Of all the chances in their earthly walk;
- Comparing, joyfully, their plenteous stores
- Of happiness, to when upon the moors,
- Benighted, close they huddled from the cold,
- And shar'd their famish'd scrips. Thus all out-told
- Their fond imaginations,- saving him
- Whose eyelids curtain'd up their jewels dim,
- Endymion: yet hourly had he striven
- To hide the cankering venom, that had riven
- His fainting recollections. Now indeed
- His senses had swoon'd off: he did not heed
- The sudden silence, or the whispers low,
- Or the old eyes dissolving at his woe,
- Or anxious calls, or close of trembling palms,
- Or maiden's sigh, that grief itself embalms:
- But in the self-same fixed trance he kept,
- Like one who on the earth had never stept.
- Aye, even as dead still as a marble man,
- Frozen in that old tale Arabian.
-
- Who whispers him so pantingly and close?
- Peona, his sweet sister: of all those,
- His friends, the dearest. Hushing signs she made,
- And breath'd a sister's sorrow to persuade
- A yielding up, a cradling on her care.
- Her eloquence did breathe away the curse:
- She led him, like some midnight spirit nurse
- Of happy changes in emphatic dreams,
- Along a path between two little streams,-
- Guarding his forehead, with her round elbow,
- From low-grown branches, and his footsteps slow
- From stumbling over stumps and hillocks small;
- Until they came to where these streamlets fall,
- With mingled bubblings and a gentle rush,
- Into a river, clear, brimful, and flush
- With crystal mocking of the trees and sky.
- A little shallop, floating there hard by,
- Pointed its beak over the fringed bank;
- And soon it lightly dipt, and rose, and sank,
- And dipt again, with the young couple's weight,-
- Peona guiding, through the water straight,
- Towards a bowery island opposite;
- Which gaining presently, she steered light
- Into a shady, fresh, and ripply cove,
- Where nested was an arbour, overwove
- By many a summer's silent fingering;
- To whose cool bosom she was used to bring
- Her playmates, with their needle broidery,
- And minstrel memories of times gone by.
-
- So she was gently glad to see him laid
- Under her favourite bower's quiet shade,
- On her own couch, new made of flower leaves,
- Dried carefully on the cooler side of sheaves
- When last the sun his autumn tresses shook,
- And the tann'd harvesters rich armfuls took.
- Soon was he quieted to slumbrous rest:
- But, ere it crept upon him, he had prest
- Peona's busy hand against his lips,
- And still, a sleeping, held her finger-tips
- In tender pressure. And as a willow keeps
- A patient watch over the stream that creeps
- Windingly by it, so the quiet maid
- Held her in peace: so that a whispering blade
- Of grass, a wailful gnat, a bee bustling
- Down in the blue-bells, or a wren light rustling
- Among sere leaves and twigs, might all be heard.
-
- O magic sleep! O comfortable bird,
- That broodest o'er the troubled sea of the mind
- Till it is hush'd and smooth! O unconfin'd
- Restraint! imprisoned liberty! great key
- To golden palaces, strange minstrelsy,
- Fountains grotesque, new trees, bespangled caves,
- Echoing grottos, full of tumbling waves
- And moonlight; aye, to all the mazy world
- Of silvery enchantment!- who, upfurl'd
- Beneath thy drowsy wing a triple hour,
- But renovates and lives?- Thus, in the bower,
- Endymion was calm'd to life again.
- Opening his eyelids with a healthier brain,
- He said: "I feel this thine endearing love
- All through my bosom: thou art as a dove
- Trembling its closed eyes and sleeked wings
- About me; and the pearliest dew not brings
- Such morning incense from the fields of May,
- As do those brighter drops that twinkling stray
- From those kind eyes,- the very home and haunt
- Of sisterly affection. Can I want
- Aught else, aught nearer heaven, than such tears?
- Yet dry them up, in bidding hence all fears
- That, any longer, I will pass my days
- Alone and sad. No, I will once more raise
- My voice upon the mountain-heights; once more
- Make my horn parley from their foreheads hoar:
- Again my trooping hounds their tongues shall loll
- Around the breathed boar: again I'll poll
- The fair-grown yew tree, for a chosen bow:
- And, when the pleasant sun is setting low,
- Again I'll linger in a sloping mead
- To hear the speckled thrushes, and see feed
- Our idle sheep. So be thou cheered, sweet,
- And, if thy lute is here, softly intreat
- My soul to keep in its resolved course."
-
- Hereat Peona, in their silver source,
- Shut her pure sorrow drops with glad exclaim,
- And took a lute, from which there pulsing came
- A lively prelude, fashioning the way
- In which her voice should wander. 'Twas a lay
- More subtle cadenced, more forest wild
- Than Dryope's lone lulling of her child;
- And nothing since has floated in the air
- So mournful strange. Surely some influence rare
- Went, spiritual, through the damsel's hand;
- For still, with Delphic emphasis, she spann'd
- The quick invisible strings, even though she saw
- Endymion's spirit melt away and thaw
- Before the deep intoxication.
- But soon she came, with sudden burst, upon
- Her self-possession- swung the lute aside,
- And earnestly said: "Brother, 'tis vain to hide
- That thou dost know of things mysterious,
- Immortal, starry; such alone could thus
- Weigh down thy nature. Hast thou sinn'd in aught
- Offensive to the heavenly power? Caught
- A Paphian dove upon a message sent?
- Thy deathful bow against some deer-herd bent
- Sacred to Dian? Haply, thou hast seen
- Her naked limbs among the alders green;
- And that, alas! is death. No, I can trace
- Something more high perplexing in thy face!"
-
- Endymion look'd at her, and press'd her hand,
- And said, "Art thou so pale, who wast so bland
- And merry in our meadows? How is this?
- Tell me thine ailment: tell me all amiss!-
- Ah! thou hast been unhappy at the change
- Wrought suddenly in me. What indeed more strange?
- Or more complete to overwhelm surmise?
- Ambition is so sluggard; 'tis no prize,
- That toiling years would put within my grasp,
- That I have sighed for: with so deadly gasp
- No man e'er panted for a mortal love.
- So all have set my heavier grief above
- These things which happen. Rightly have they done:
- I, who still saw the horizontal sun
- Heave his broad shoulder o'er the edge of the world,
- Out-facing Lucifer, and then had hurl'd
- My spear aloft, as signal for the chace-
- I, who, for very sport of heart, would race
- With my own steed from Araby; pluck down
- A vulture from his towery perching; frown
- A lion into growling, loth retire-
- To lose, at once, all my toil-breeding fire,
- And sink thus low! but I will ease my breast
- Of secret grief, here in this bowery nest.
-
- "This river does not see the naked sky,
- Till it begins to progress silverly
- Around the western border of the wood,
- Whence, from a certain spot, its winding flood
- Seems at the distance like a crescent moon:
- And in that nook, the very pride of June,
- Had I been used to pass my weary eves;
- The rather for the sun unwilling leaves
- So dear a picture of his sovereign power,
- And I could witness his most kingly hour,
- When he doth tighten up the golden reins,
- And paces leisurely down amber plains
- His snorting four. Now when his chariot last
- Its beams against the zodiac-lion cast,
- There blossom'd suddenly a magic bed
- Of sacred ditamy, and poppies red:
- At which I wondered greatly, knowing well
- That but one night had wrought this flowery spell;
- And, sitting down close by, began to muse
- What it might mean. Perhaps, thought I, Morpheus,
- In passing here, his owlet pinions shook;
- Or, it may be, ere matron Night uptook
- Her ebon urn, young Mercury, by stealth,
- Had dipt his rod in it: such garland wealth
- Came not by common growth. Thus on I thought,
- Until my head was dizzy and distraught.
- Moreover, through the dancing poppies stole
- A breeze, most softly lulling to my soul;
- And shaping visions all about my sight
- Of colours, wings, and bursts of spangly light;
- The which became more strange, and strange, and dim,
- And then were gulph'd in a tumultuous swim:
- And then I fell asleep. Ah, can I tell
- The enchantment that afterwards befel?
- Yet it was but a dream: yet such a dream
- That never tongue, although it overteem
- With mellow utterance, like a cavern spring,
- Could figure out and to conception bring
- All I beheld and felt. Methought I lay
- Watching the zenith, where the milky way
- Among the stars in virgin splendour pours;
- And travelling my eye, until the doors
- Of heaven appear'd to open for my flight,
- I became loth and fearful to alight
- From such high soaring by a downward glance:
- So kept me stedfast in that airy trance,
- Spreading imaginary pinions wide.
- When, presently, the stars began to glide,
- And faint away, before my eager view:
- At which I sigh'd that I could not pursue,
- And dropt my vision to the horizon's verge;
- And lo! from opening clouds, I saw emerge
- The loveliest moon, that ever silver'd o'er
- A shell for Neptune's goblet: she did soar
- So passionately bright, my dazzled soul
- Commingling with her argent spheres did roll
- Through clear and cloudy, even when she went
- At last into a dark and vapoury tent-
- Whereat, methought, the lidless-eyed train
- Of planets all were in the blue again.
- To commune with those orbs, once more I rais'd
- My sight right upward: but it was quite dazed
- By a bright something, sailing down apace,
- Making me quickly veil my eyes and face:
- Again I look'd, and, O ye deities,
- Who from Olympus watch our destinies!
- Whence that completed form of all completeness?
- Whence came that high perfection of all sweetness?
- Speak, stubborn earth, and tell me where, O where
- Hast thou a symbol of her golden hair?
- Not oat-sheaves drooping in the western sun;
- Not- thy soft hand, fair sister! let me shun
- Such follying before thee- yet she had,
- Indeed, locks bright enough to make me mad;
- And they were simply gordian'd up and braided,
- Leaving, in naked comeliness, unshaded,
- Her pearl round ears, white neck, and orbed brow;
- The which were blended in, I know not how,
- With such a paradise of lips and eyes,
- Blush-tinted cheeks, half smiles, and faintest sighs,
- That, when I think thereon, my spirit clings
- And plays about its fancy, till the stings
- Of human neighbourhood envenom all.
- Unto what awful power shall I call?
- To what high fane?- Ah! see her hovering feet,
- More bluely vein'd, more soft, more whitely sweet
- Than those of sea-born Venus, when she rose
- From out her cradle shell. The wind out-blows
- Her scarf into a fluttering pavillion;
- 'Tis blue, and over-spangled with a million
- Of little eyes, as though thou wert to shed,
- Over the darkest, lushest blue-bell bed,
- Handfuls of daisies."- "Endymion, how strange!
- Dream within dream!"- "She took an airy range,
- And then, towards me, like a very maid,
- Came blushing, waning, willing, and afraid,
- And press'd me by the hand: Ah! 'twas too much;
- Methought I fainted at the charmed touch,
- Yet held my recollections, even as one
- Who dives three fathoms where the waters run
- Gurgling in beds of coral: for anon,
- I felt upmounted in that region
- Where falling stars dart their artillery forth,
- And eagles struggle with the buffeting north
- That balances the heavy meteor-stone;-
- Felt too, I was not fearful, nor alone,
- But lapp'd and lull'd along the dangerous sky.
- Soon, as it seem'd, we left our journeying high,
- And straightway into frightful eddies swoop'd;
- Such as aye muster where grey time has scoop'd
- Huge dens and caverns in a mountain's side;
- There hollow sounds arous'd me, and I sigh'd
- To faint once more by looking on my bliss-
- I was distracted; madly did I kiss
- The wooing arms which held me, and did give
- My eyes at once to death: but 'twas to live,
- To take in draughts of life from the gold fount
- Of kind and passionate looks; to count, and count
- The moments, by some greedy help that seem'd
- A second self, that each might be redeem'd
- And plunder'd of its load of blessedness.
- Ah, desperate mortal! I e'en dar'd to press
- Her very cheek against my crowned lip,
- And, at that moment, felt my body dip
- Into a warmer air: a moment more,
- Our feet were soft in flowers. There was store
- Of newest joys upon that alp. Sometimes
- A scent of violets, and blossoming limes,
- Loiter'd around us; then of honey cells,
- Made delicate from all white-flower bells;
- And once, above the edges of our nest,
- An arch face peep'd,- an Oread as I guess'd.
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- "Why did I dream that sleep o'er-power'd me
- In midst of all this heaven? Why not see,
- Far off, the shadows of his pinions dark,
- And stare them from me? But no, like a spark
- That needs must die, although its little beam
- Reflects upon a diamond, my sweet dream
- Fell into nothing- into stupid sleep.
- And so it was, until a gentle creep,
- A careful moving caught my waking ears,
- And up I started: Ah! my sighs, my tears,
- My clenched hands:- for lo! the poppies hung
- Dew-dabbled on their stalks, the ouzel sung
- A heavy ditty, and the sullen day
- Had chidden herald Hesperus away,
- With leaden looks: the solitary breeze
- Bluster'd, and slept, and its wild self did teaze
- With wayward melancholy; and I thought,
- Mark me, Peona! that sometimes it brought
- Faint fare-thee-wells, and sigh-shrilled adieus!-
- Away I wander'd- all the pleasant hues
- Of heaven and earth had faded: deepest shades
- Were deepest dungeons; heaths and sunny glades
- Were full of pestilent light; our taintless rills
- Seem'd sooty, and o'er-spread with upturn'd gills
- Of dying fish; the vermeil rose had blown
- In frightful scarlet, and its thorns out-grown
- Like spiked aloe. If an innocent bird
- Before my heedless footsteps stirr'd, and stirr'd
- In little journeys, I beheld in it
- A disguis'd demon, missioned to knit
- My soul with under darkness; to entice
- My stumblings down some monstrous precipice:
- Therefore I eager followed, and did curse
- The disappointment. Time, that aged nurse,
- Rock'd me to patience. Now, thank gentle heaven!
- These things, with all their comfortings, are given
- To my down-sunken hours, and with thee,
- Sweet sister, help to stem the ebbing sea
- Of weary life."
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- Thus ended he, and both
- Sat silent: for the maid was very loth
- To answer; feeling well that breathed words
- Would all be lost, unheard, and vain as swords
- Against the enchased crocodile, or leaps
- Of grasshoppers against the sun. She weeps
- And wonders; struggles to devise some blame;
- To put on such a look as would say, Shame
- On this poor weakness! but, for all her strife,
- She could as soon have crush'd away the life
- From a sick dove. At length, to break the pause,
- She said with trembling chance: "Is this the cause?
- This all? Yet it is strange, and sad, alas!
- That one who through this middle earth should pass
- Most like a sojourning demi-god, and leave
- His name upon the harp-string, should achieve
- No higher bard than simple maidenhood,
- Singing alone, and fearfully,- how the blood
- Left his young cheek; and how he used to stray
- He knew not where; and how he would say, nay,
- If any said 'twas love: and yet 'twas love;
- What could it be but love? How a ring-dove
- Let fall a sprig of yew tree in his path;
- And how he died: and then, that love doth scathe
- The gentle heart, as northern blasts do roses;
- And then the ballad of his sad life closes
- With sighs, and an alas!- Endymion!
- Be rather in the trumpet's mouth,- anon
- Among the winds at large- that all may hearken!
- Although, before the crystal heavens darken,
- I watch and dote upon the silver lakes
- Pictur'd in western cloudiness, that takes
- The semblance of gold rocks and bright gold sands,
- Islands, and creeks, and amber-fretted strands
- With horses prancing o'er them, palaces
- And towers of amethyst,- would I so teaze
- My pleasant days, because I could not mount
- Into those regions? The Morphean fount
- Of that fine element that visions, dreams,
- And fitful whims of sleep are made of, streams
- Into its airy channels with so subtle,
- So thin a breathing, not the spider's shuttle,
- Circled a million times within the space
- Of a swallow's nest-door, could delay a trace,
- A tinting of its quality: how light
- Must dreams themselves be; seeing they're more slight
- Than the mere nothing that engenders them!
- Then wherefore sully the entrusted gem
- Of high and noble life with thoughts so sick?
- Why pierce high-fronted honour to the quick
- For nothing but a dream?" Hereat the youth
- Look'd up: a conflicting of shame and ruth
- Was in his plaited brow: yet, his eyelids
- Widened a little, as when Zephyr bids
- A little breeze to creep between the fans
- Of careless butterflies: amid his pains
- He seem'd to taste a drop of manna-dew,
- Full palatable; and a colour grew
- Upon his cheek, while thus he lifeful spake.
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- "Peona! ever have I long'd to slake
- My thirst for the world's praises: nothing base,
- No merely slumberous phantasm, could unlace
- The stubborn canvas for my voyage prepar'd-
- Though now 'tis tatter'd; leaving my bark bar'd
- And sullenly drifting: yet my higher hope
- Is of too wide, too rainbow-large a scope,
- To fret at myriads of earthly wrecks.
- Wherein lies happiness? In that which becks
- Our ready minds to fellowship divine,
- A fellowship with essence; till we shine,
- Full alchemiz'd, and free of space. Behold
- The clear religion of heaven! Fold
- A rose leaf round thy finger's taperness,
- And soothe thy lips: hist, when the airy stress
- Of music's kiss impregnates the free winds,
- And with a sympathetic touch unbinds
- AEolian magic from their lucid wombs:
- Then old songs waken from enclouded tombs;
- Old ditties sigh above their father's grave;
- Ghosts of melodious prophecyings rave
- Round every spot where trod Apollo's foot;
- Bronze clarions awake, and faintly bruit,
- Where long ago a giant battle was;
- And, from the turf, a lullaby doth pass
- In every place where infant Orpheus slept.
- Feel we these things?- that moment have we stept
- Into a sort of oneness, and our state
- Is like a floating spirit's. But there are
- Richer entanglements, enthralments far
- More self-destroying, leading, by degrees,
- To the chief intensity: the crown of these
- Is made of love and friendship, and sits high
- Upon the forehead of humanity.
- All its more ponderous and bulky worth
- Is friendship, whence there ever issues forth
- A steady splendour; but at the tip-top,
- There hangs by unseen film, an orbed drop
- Of light, and that is love: its influence,
- Thrown in our eyes, genders a novel sense,
- At which we start and fret; till in the end,
- Melting into its radiance, we blend,
- Mingle, and so become a part of it,-
- Nor with aught else can our souls interknit
- So wingedly: when we combine therewith,
- Life's self is nourish'd by its proper pith,
- And we are nurtured like a pelican brood.
- Aye, so delicious is the unsating food,
- That men, who might have tower'd in the van
- Of all the congregated world, to fan
- And winnow from the coming step of time
- All chaff of custom, wipe away all slime
- Left by men-slugs and human serpentry,
- Have been content to let occasion die,
- Whilst they did sleep in love's elysium.
- And, truly, I would rather be struck dumb,
- Than speak against this ardent listlessness:
- For I have ever thought that it might bless
- The world with benefits unknowingly;
- As does the nightingale, upperched high,
- And cloister'd among cool and bunched leaves-
- She sings but to her love, nor e'er conceives
- How tiptoe Night holds back her dark-grey hood.
- Just so may love, although 'tis understood
- The mere commingling of passionate breath,
- Produce more than our searching witnesseth:
- What I know not: but who, of men, can tell
- That flowers would bloom, or that green fruit would swell
- To melting pulp, that fish would have bright mail,
- The earth its dower of river, wood, and vale,
- The meadows runnels, runnels pebble-stones,
- The seed its harvest, or the lute its tones,
- Tones ravishment, or ravishment its sweet,
- If human souls did never kiss and greet?
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- "Now, if this earthly love has power to make
- Men's being mortal, immortal; to shake
- Ambition from their memories, and brim
- Their measure of content: what merest whim,
- Seems all this poor endeavour after fame,
- To one, who keeps within his stedfast aim
- A love immortal, an immortal too.
- Look not so wilder'd; for these things are true,
- And never can be born of atomies
- That buzz about our slumbers, like brain-flies,
- Leaving us fancy-sick. No, no, I'm sure,
- My restless spirit never could endure
- To brood so long upon one luxury,
- Unless it did, though fearfully, espy
- A hope beyond the shadow of a dream.
- My sayings will the less obscured seem,
- When I have told thee how my waking sight
- Has made me scruple whether that same night
- Was pass'd in dreaming. Hearken, sweet Peona!
- Beyond the matron-temple of Latona,
- Which we should see but for these darkening boughs,
- Lies a deep hollow, from whose ragged brows
- Bushes and trees do lean all round athwart
- And meet so nearly, that with wings outraught,
- And spreaded tail, a vulture could not glide
- Past them, but he must brush on every side.
- Some moulder'd steps lead into this cool cell,
- Far as the slabbed margin of a well,
- Whose patient level peeps its crystal eye
- Right upward, through the bushes, to the sky.
- Oft have I brought thee flowers, on their stalks set
- Like vestal primroses, but dark velvet
- Edges them round, and they have golden pits:
- 'Twas there I got them, from the gaps and slits
- In a mossy stone, that sometimes was my seat,
- When all above was faint with mid-day heat.
- And there in strife no burning thoughts to heed,
- I'd bubble up the water through a reed;
- So reaching back to boy-hood: make me ships
- Of moulted feathers, touchwood, alder chips,
- With leaves stuck in them; and the Neptune be
- Of their petty ocean. Oftener, heavily,
- When love-lorn hours had left me less a child,
- I sat contemplating the figures wild
- Of o'er-head clouds melting the mirror through.
- Upon a day, while thus I watch'd, by flew
- A cloudy Cupid, with his bow and quiver;
- So plainly character'd, no breeze would shiver
- The happy chance: so happy, I was fain
- To follow it upon the open plain,
- And, therefore, was just going; when, behold!
- A wonder, fair as any I have told-
- The same bright face I tasted in my sleep,
- Smiling in the clear well. My heart did leap
- Through the cool depth.- It moved as if to flee-
- I started up, when lo! refreshfully
- There came upon my face in plenteous showers
- Dew-drops, and dewy buds, and leaves, and flowers,
- Wrapping all objects from my smothered sight,
- Bathing my spirit in a new delight.
- Aye, such a breathless honey-feel of bliss
- Alone preserved me from the drear abyss
- Of death, for the fair form had gone again.
- Pleasure is oft a visitant; but pain
- Clings cruelly to us, like the gnawing sloth
- On the deer's tender haunches: late, and loth,
- 'Tis scar'd away by slow returning pleasure.
- How sickening, how dark the dreadful leisure
- Of weary days, made deeper exquisite,
- By a fore-knowledge of unslumbrous night!
- Like sorrow came upon me, heavier still,
- Than when I wander'd from the poppy hill:
- And a whole age of lingering moments crept
- Sluggishly by, ere more contentment swept
- Away at once the deadly yellow spleen.
- Yes, thrice have I this fair enchantment seen;
- Once more been tortured with renewed life.
- When last the wintry gusts gave over strife
- With the conquering sun of spring, and left the skies
- Warm and serene, but yet with moistened eyes
- In pity of the shatter'd infant buds,-
- That time thou didst adorn, with amber studs,
- My hunting cap, because I laugh'd and smil'd,
- Chatted with thee, and many days exil'd
- All torment from my breast;- 'twas even then,
- Straying about, yet, coop'd up in the den
- Of helpless discontent,- hurling my lance
- From place to place, and following at chance,
- At last, by hap, through some young trees it struck,
- And, plashing among bedded pebbles, stuck
- In the middle of a brook,- whose silver ramble
- Down twenty little falls, through reeds and bramble,
- Tracing along, it brought me to a cave,
- Whence it ran brightly forth, and white did lave
- The nether sides of mossy stones and rock,-
- 'Mong which it gurgled blythe adieus, to mock
- Its own sweet grief at parting. Overhead,
- Hung a lush screen of drooping weeds, and spread
- Thick, as to curtain up some wood-nymph's home.
- 'Ah! impious mortal, whither do I roam?'
- Said I, low voic'd: 'Ah, whither! 'Tis the grot
- 'Of Proserpine, when Hell, obscure and hot,
- 'Doth her resign; and where her tender hands
- 'She dabbles, on the cool and sluicy sands:
- 'Or 'tis the cell of Echo, where she sits,
- 'And babbles thorough silence, till her wits
- 'Are gone in tender madness, and anon,
- 'Faints into sleep, with many a dying tone
- 'Of sadness. O that she would take my vows,
- 'And breathe them sighingly among the boughs,
- 'To sue her gentle ears for whose fair head,
- 'Daily, I pluck sweet flowerets from their bed,
- 'And weave them dyingly- send honey-whispers
- 'Round every leaf, that all those gentle lispers
- 'May sigh my love unto her pitying!
- 'O charitable Echo! hear, and sing
- 'This ditty to her!- tell her'- so I stay'd
- My foolish tongue, and listening, half afraid,
- Stood stupefied with my own empty folly,
- And blushing for the freaks of melancholy.
- Salt tears were coming, when I heard my name
- Most fondly lipp'd, and then these accents came:
- 'Endymion! the cave is secreter
- 'Than the Isle of Delos. Echo hence shall stir
- 'No sighs but sigh-warm kisses, or light noise
- 'Of thy combing hand, the while it travelling cloys
- 'And trembles through my labyrinthine hair.'
- At that oppress'd I hurried in.- Ah! where
- Are those swift moments? Whither are they fled?
- I'll smile no more, Peona; nor will wed
- Sorrow the way to death; but patiently
- Bear up against it: so farewell, sad sigh;
- And come instead demurest meditation,
- To occupy me wholly, and to fashion
- My pilgrimage for the world's dusky brink.
- No more will I count over, link by link,
- My chain of grief: no longer strive to find
- A half-forgetfulness in mountain wind
- Blustering about my ears: aye, thou shalt see,
- Dearest of sisters, what my life shall be;
- What a calm round of hours shall make my days.
- There is a paly flame of hope that plays
- Where'er I look: but yet, I'll say 'tis naught-
- And here I bid it die. Have not I caught,
- Already, a more healthy countenance?
- By this the sun is setting; we may chance
- Meet some of our near-dwellers with my car."
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- This said, he rose, faint-smiling like a star
- Through autumn mists, and took Peona's hand:
- They stept into the boat, and launch'd from land.
- BOOK II.
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- O sovereign power of love! O grief! O balm!
- All records, saving thine, come cool, and calm,
- And shadowy, through the mist of passed years:
- For others, good or bad, hatred and tears
- Have become indolent; but touching thine,
- One sigh doth echo, one poor sob doth pine,
- One kiss brings honey-dew from buried days.
- The woes of Troy, towers smothering o'er their blaze,
- Stiff-holden shields, far-piercing spears, keen blades,
- Struggling, and blood, and shrieks- all dimly fades
- Into some backward corner of the brain:
- Yet, in our very souls, we feel amain
- The close of Troilus and Cressid sweet.
- Hence, pageant history! hence, gilded cheat!
- Swart planet in the universe of deeds!
- Wide sea, that one continuous murmur breeds
- Along the pebbled shore of memory!
- Many old rotten-timber'd boats there be
- Upon thy vaporous bosom, magnified
- To goodly vessels; many a sail of pride,
- And golden keel'd, is left unlaunch'd and dry.
- But wherefore this? What care, though owl did fly
- About the great Athenian admiral's mast?
- What care, though striding Alexander past
- The Indus with his Macedonian numbers?
- Though old Ulysses tortured from his slumbers
- The glutted Cyclops, what care?- Juliet leaning
- Amid her window-flowers,- sighing,- weaning
- Tenderly her fancy from its maiden snow,
- Doth more avail than these: the silver flow
- Of Hero's tears, the swoon of Imogen,
- Fair Pastorella in the bandit's den,
- Are things to brood on with more ardency
- Than the death-day of empires. Fearfully
- Must such conviction come upon his head,
- Who, thus far, discontent, has dared to tread,
- Without one muse's smile, or kind behest,
- The path of love and poesy. But rest,
- In chaffing restlessness, is yet more drear
- Than to be crush'd, in striving to uprear
- Love's standard on the battlements of song.
- So once more days and nights aid me along,
- Like legion'd soldiers.
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- Brain-sick shepherd prince,
- What promise hast thou faithful guarded since
- The day of sacrifice? Or, have new sorrows
- Come with the constant dawn upon thy morrows?
- Alas! 'tis his old grief. For many days,
- Has he been wandering in uncertain ways:
- Through wilderness, and woods of mossed oaks;
- Counting his woe-worn minutes, by the strokes
- Of the lone woodcutter; and listening still,
- Hour after hour, to each lush-leav'd rill.
- Now he is sitting by a shady spring,
- And elbow-deep with feverous fingering
- Stems the upbursting cold: a wild rose tree
- Pavillions him in bloom, and he doth see
- A bud which snares his fancy: lo! but now
- He plucks it, dips its stalk in the water: how!
- It swells, it buds, it flowers beneath his sight;
- And, in the middle, there is softly pight
- A golden butterfly; upon whose wings
- There must be surely character'd strange things,
- For with wide eye he wonders, and smiles oft.
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- Lightly this little herald flew aloft,
- Follow'd by glad Endymion's clasped hands:
- Onward it flies. From languor's sullen bands
- His limbs are loos'd, and eager, on he hies
- Dazzled to trace it in the sunny skies.
- It seem'd he flew, the way so easy was;
- And like a new-born spirit did he pass
- Through the green evening quiet in the sun,
- O'er many a heath, through many a woodland dun,
- Through buried paths, where sleepy twilight dreams
- The summer time away. One track unseams
- A wooded cleft, and, far away, the blue
- Of ocean fades upon him; then, anew,
- He sinks adown a solitary glen,
- Where there was never sound of mortal men,
- Saving, perhaps, some snow-light cadences
- Melting to silence, when upon the breeze
- Some holy bark let forth an anthem sweet,
- To cheer itself to Delphi. Still his feet
- Went swift beneath the merry-winged guide,
- Until it reach'd a splashing fountain's side
- That, near a cavern's mouth, for ever pour'd
- Unto the temperate air: then high it soar'd,
- And, downward, suddenly began to dip,
- As if, athirst with so much toil, 'twould sip
- The crystal spout-head: so it did, with touch
- Most delicate, as though afraid to smutch
- Even with mealy gold the waters clear.
- But, at that very touch, to disappear
- So fairy-quick, was strange! Bewildered,
- Endymion sought around, and shook each bed
- Of covert flowers in vain; and then he flung
- Himself along the grass. What gentle tongue,
- What whisperer disturb'd his gloomy rest?
- It was a nymph uprisen to the breast
- In the fountain's pebbly margin, and she stood
- 'Mong lillies, like the youngest of the brood.
- To him her dripping hand she softly kist,
- And anxiously began to plait and twist
- Her ringlets round her fingers, saying: "Youth!
- Too long, alas, hast thou starv'd on the ruth,
- The bitterness of love: too long indeed,
- Seeing thou art so gentle. Could I weed
- Thy soul of care, by heavens, I would offer
- All the bright riches of my crystal coffer
- To Amphitrite; all my clear-eyed fish,
- Golden, or rainbow-sided, or purplish,
- Vermilion-tail'd, or finn'd with silvery gauze;
- Yea, or my veined pebble-floor, that draws
- A virgin light to the deep; my grotto-sands
- Tawny and gold, ooz'd slowly from far lands
- By my diligent springs; my level lillies, shells,
- My charming rod, my potent river spells;
- Yes, every thing, even to the pearly cup
- Meander gave me,- for I bubbled up
- To fainting creatures in a desert wild.
- But woe is me, I am but as a child
- To gladden thee; and all I dare to say,
- Is, that I pity thee; that on this day
- I've been thy guide; that thou must wander far
- In other regions, past the scanty bar
- To mortal steps, before thou canst be ta'en
- From every wasting sigh, from every pain,
- Into the gentle bosom of thy love.
- Why it is thus, one knows in heaven above:
- But, a poor Naiad, I guess not. Farewell!
- I have a ditty for my hollow cell."
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- Hereat, she vanished from Endymion's gaze,
- Who brooded o'er the water in amaze:
- The dashing fount pour'd on, and where its pool
- Lay, half asleep, in grass and rushes cool,
- Quick waterflies and gnats were sporting still,
- And fish were dimpling, as if good nor ill
- Had fallen out that hour. The wanderer,
- Holding his forehead, to keep off the bur
- Of smothering fancies, patiently sat down;
- And, while beneath the evening's sleepy frown
- Glow-worms began to trim their starry lamps,
- Thus breath'd he to himself: "Whoso encamps
- To take a fancied city of delight,
- O what a wretch is he! and when 'tis his,
- After long toil and travelling, to miss
- The kernel of his hopes, how more than vile:
- Yet, for him there's refreshment even in toil;
- Another city doth he set about,
- Free from the smallest pebble-head of doubt
- That he will seize on trickling honey-combs;
- Alas, he finds them dry; and then he foams,
- And onward to another city speeds.
- But this is human life: the war, the deeds,
- The disappointment, the anxiety,
- Imagination's struggles, far and nigh,
- All human; bearing in themselves this good,
- That they are still the air, the subtle food,
- To make us feel existence, and to show
- How quiet death is. Where soil is men grow,
- Whether to weeds or flowers; but for me,
- There is no depth to strike in: I can see
- Naught earthly worth my compassing; so stand
- Upon a misty, jutting head of land-
- Alone? No, no; and by the Orphean lute,
- When mad Eurydice is listening to't;
- I'd rather stand upon this misty peak,
- With not a thing to sigh for, or to seek,
- But the soft shadow of my thrice-seen love,
- Than be- I care not what. O meekest dove
- Of heaven! O Cynthia, ten-times bright and fair!
- From thy blue throne, now filling all the air,
- Glance but one little beam of temper'd light
- Into my bosom, that the dreadful might
- And tyranny of love be somewhat scar'd!
- Yet do not so, sweet queen; one torment spar'd,
- Would give a pang to jealous misery,
- Worse than the torment's self: but rather tie
- Large wings upon my shoulders, and point out
- My love's far dwelling. Though the playful rout
- Of Cupids shun thee, too divine art thou,
- Too keen in beauty, for thy silver prow
- Not to have dipp'd in love's most gentle stream.
- O be propitious, nor severely deem
- My madness impious; for, by all the stars
- That tend thy bidding, I do think the bars
- That kept my spirit in are burst- that I
- Am sailing with thee through the dizzy sky!
- How beautiful thou art! The world how deep!
- How tremulous-dazzlingly the wheels sweep
- Around their axle! Then these gleaming reins,
- How lithe! When this thy chariot attains
- Its airy goal, haply some bower veils
- Those twilight eyes? Those eyes!- my spirit fails-
- Dear goddess, help! or the wide-gaping air
- Will gulph me- help!"- At this with madden'd stare,
- And lifted hands, and trembling lips he stood;
- Like old Deucalion mountain'd o'er the flood,
- Or blind Orion hungry for the morn.
- And, but from the deep cavern there was borne
- A voice, he had been froze to senseless stone;
- Nor sigh of his, nor plaint, nor passion'd moan
- Had more been heard. Thus swell'd it forth: "Descend,
- Young mountaineer! descend where alleys bend
- Into the sparry hollows of the world!
- Oft hast thou seen bolts of the thunder hurl'd
- As from thy threshold; day by day hast been
- A little lower than the chilly sheen
- Of icy pinnacles, and dipp'dst thine arms
- Into the deadening ether that still charms
- Their marble being: now, as deep profound
- As those are high, descend! He ne'er is crown'd
- With immortality, who fears to follow
- Where airy voices lead: so through the hollow,
- The silent mysteries of earth, descend!"
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- He heard but the last words, nor could contend
- One moment in reflection: for he fled
- Into the fearful deep, to hide his head
- From the clear moon, the trees, and coming madness.
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- 'Twas far too strange, and wonderful for sadness;
- Sharpening, by degrees, his appetite
- To dive into the deepest. Dark, nor light,
- The region; nor bright, nor sombre wholly,
- But mingled up; a gleaming melancholy;
- A dusky empire and its diadems;
- One faint eternal eventide of gems.
- Aye, millions sparkled on a vein of gold,
- Along whose track the prince quick footsteps told,
- With all its lines abrupt and angular:
- Out-shooting sometimes, like a meteor-star,
- Through a vast antre; then the metal woof,
- Like Vulcan's rainbow, with some monstrous roof
- Curves hugely: now, far in the deep abyss,
- It seems an angry lightning, and doth hiss
- Fancy into belief: anon it leads
- Through winding passages, where sameness breeds
- Vexing conceptions of some sudden change;
- Whether to silver grots, or giant range
- Of sapphire columns, or fantastic bridge
- Athwart a flood of crystal. On a ridge
- Now fareth he, that o'er the vast beneath
- Towers like an ocean-cliff, and whence he seeth
- A hundred waterfalls, whose voices come
- But as the murmuring surge. Chilly and numb
- His bosom grew, when first he, far away
- Descried an orbed diamond, set to fray
- Old darkness from his throne: 'twas like the sun
- Uprisen o'er chaos: and with such a stun
- Came the amazement, that, absorb'd in it,
- He saw not fiercer wonders- past the wit
- Of any spirit to tell, but one of those
- Who, when this planet's sphering time doth close,
- Will be its high remembrancers: who they?
- The mighty ones who have made eternal day
- For Greece and England. While astonishment
- With deep-drawn sighs was quieting, he went
- Into a marble gallery, passing through
- A mimic temple, so complete and true
- In sacred custom, that he well nigh fear'd
- To search it inwards; whence far off appear'd,
- Through a long pillar'd vista, a fair shrine,
- And just beyond, on light tiptoe divine,
- A quiver'd Dian. Stepping awfully,
- The youth approach'd; oft turning his veil'd eye
- Down sidelong aisles, and into niches old.
- And when, more near against the marble cold
- He had touch'd his forehead, he began to thread
- All courts and passages, where silence dead
- Rous'd by his whispering footsteps murmured faint:
- And long he travers'd to and fro, to acquaint
- Himself with every mystery, and awe;
- Till, weary, he sat down before the maw
- Of a wide outlet, fathomless and dim,
- To wild uncertainty and shadows grim.
- There, when new wonders ceas'd to float before,
- And thoughts of self came on, how crude and sore
- The journey homeward to habitual self
- A mad-pursuing of the fog-born elf,
- Whose flitting lantern, through rude nettle-briar,
- Cheats us into a swamp, into a fire,
- Into the bosom of a hated thing.
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- What misery most drowningly doth sing
- In lone Endymion's ear, now he has raught
- The goal of consciousness? Ah, 'tis the thought,
- The deadly feel of solitude: for lo!
- He cannot see the heavens, nor the flow
- Of rivers, nor hill-flowers running wild
- In pink and purple chequer, nor, up-pil'd,
- The cloudy rack slow journeying in the west,
- Like herded elephants; nor felt, nor prest
- Cool grass, nor tasted the fresh slumberous air;
- But far from such companionship to wear
- An unknown time, surcharg'd with grief, away,
- Was now his lot. And must he patient stay,
- Tracing fantastic figures with his spear?
- "No!" exclaim'd he, "why should I tarry here?"
- No! loudly echoed times innumerable.
- At which he straightway started, and 'gan tell
- His paces back into the temple's chief;
- Warming and glowing strong in the belief
- Of help from Dian: so that when again
- He caught her airy form, thus did he plain,
- Moving more near the while: "O Haunter chaste
- Of river sides, and woods, and heathy waste,
- Where with thy silver bow and arrows keen
- Art thou now forested? O woodland Queen,
- What smoothest air thy smoother forehead woos?
- Where dost thou listen to the wide halloos
- Of thy disparted nymphs? Through what dark tree
- Glimmers thy crescent? Wheresoe'er it be,
- 'Tis in the breath of heaven: thou dost taste
- Freedom as none can taste it, nor dost waste
- Thy loveliness in dismal elements;
- But, finding in our green earth sweet contents,
- There livest blissfully. Ah, if to thee
- It feels Elysian, how rich to me,
- An exil'd mortal, sounds its pleasant name!
- Within my breast there lives a choking flame-
- O let me cool't the zephyr-boughs among!
- A homeward fever parches up my tongue-
- O let me slake it at the running springs!
- Upon my ear a noisy nothing rings-
- O let me once more hear the linnet's note!
- Before mine eyes thick films and shadows float-
- O let me 'noint them with the heaven's light!
- Dost thou now lave thy feet and ankles white?
- O think how sweet to me the freshening sluice!
- Dost thou now please thy thirst with berry-juice?
- O think how this dry palate would rejoice!
- If in soft slumber thou dost hear my voice,
- O think how I should love a bed of flowers!-
- Young goddess! let me see my native bowers!
- Deliver me from this rapacious deep!"
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- Thus ending loudly, as he would o'erleap
- His destiny, alert he stood: but when
- Obstinate silence came heavily again,
- Feeling about for its old couch of space
- And airy cradle, lowly bow'd his face
- Desponding, o'er the marble floor's cold thrill.
- But 'twas not long; for, sweeter than the rill
- To its old channel, or a swollen tide
- To margin sallows, were the leaves he spied,
- And flowers, and wreaths, and ready myrtle crowns
- Up heaping through the slab: refreshment drowns
- Itself, and strives its own delights to hide-
- Nor in one spot alone; the floral pride
- In a long whispering birth enchanted grew
- Before his footsteps; as when heav'd anew
- Old ocean rolls a lengthened wave to the shore,
- Down whose green back the short-liv'd foam, all hoar,
- Bursts gradual, with a wayward indolence.
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- Increasing still in heart, and pleasant sense,
- Upon his fairy journey on he hastes;
- So anxious for the end, he scarcely wastes
- One moment with his hand among the sweets:
- Onward he goes- he stops- his bosom beats
- As plainly in his ear, as the faint charm
- Of which the throbs were born. This still alarm,
- This sleepy music, forc'd him walk tiptoe:
- For it came more softly than the east could blow
- Arion's magic to the Atlantic isles;
- Or than the west, made jealous by the smiles
- Of thron'd Apollo, could breathe back the lyre
- To seas Ionian and Tyrian.
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- O did he ever live, that lonely man,
- Who lov'd- and music slew not? 'Tis the pest
- Of love, that fairest joys give most unrest;
- That things of delicate and tenderest worth
- Are swallow'd all, and made a seared dearth,
- By one consuming flame: it doth immerse
- And suffocate true blessings in a curse.
- Half-happy, by comparison of bliss,
- Is miserable. 'Twas even so with this
- Dew-dropping melody, in the Carian's ear;
- First heaven, then hell, and then forgotten clear,
- Vanish'd in elemental passion.
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- And down some swart abysm he had gone,
- Had not a heavenly guide benignant led
- To where thick myrtle branches, 'gainst his head
- Brushing, awakened: then the sounds again
- Went noiseless as a passing noontide rain
- Over a bower, where little space he stood;
- For as the sunset peeps into a wood
- So saw he panting light, and towards it went
- Through winding alleys; and lo, wonderment!
- Upon soft verdure saw, one here, one there,
- Cupids a slumbering on their pinions fair.
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- After a thousand mazes overgone,
- At last, with sudden step, he came upon
- A chamber, myrtle wall'd, embowered high,
- Full of light, incense, tender minstrelsy,
- And more of beautiful and strange beside:
- For on a silken couch of rosy pride,
- In midst of all, there lay a sleeping youth
- Of fondest beauty; fonder, in fair sooth,
- Than sighs could fathom, or contentment reach:
- And coverlids gold-tinted like the peach,
- Or ripe October's faded marigolds,
- Fell sleek about him in a thousand folds-
- Not hiding up an Apollonian curve
- Of neck and shoulder, nor the tenting swerve
- Of knee from knee, nor ankles pointing light;
- But rather, giving them to the filled sight
- Officiously. Sideway his face repos'd
- On one white arm, and tenderly unclos'd,
- By tenderest pressure, a faint damask mouth
- To slumbery pout; just as the morning south
- Disparts a dew-lipp'd rose. Above his head,
- Four lilly stalks did their white honours wed
- To make a coronal; and round him grew
- All tendrils green, of every bloom and hue,
- Together intertwin'd and trammel'd fresh:
- The vine of glossy sprout; the ivy mesh,
- Shading its Ethiop berries; and woodbine,
- Of velvet leaves and bugle-blooms divine;
- Convolvulus in streaked vases flush;
- The creeper, mellowing for an autumn blush;
- And virgin's bower, trailing airily;
- With others of the sisterhood. Hard by,
- Stood serene Cupids watching silently.
- One, kneeling to a lyre, touch'd the strings,
- Muffling to death the pathos with his wings;
- And, ever and anon, uprose to look
- At the youth's slumber; while another took
- A willow-bough, distilling odorous dew,
- And shook it on his hair; another flew
- In through the woven roof, and fluttering-wise
- Rain'd violets upon his sleeping eyes.
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- At these enchantments, and yet many more,
- The breathless Latmian wonder'd o'er and o'er;
- Until, impatient in embarrassment,
- He forthright pass'd, and lightly treading went
- To that same feather'd lyrist, who straightway,
- Smiling, thus whisper'd: "Though from upper day
- Thou art a wanderer, and thy presence here
- Might seem unholy, be of happy cheer!
- For 'tis the nicest touch of human honour,
- When some ethereal and high-favouring donor
- Presents immortal bowers to mortal sense;
- As now 'tis done to thee, Endymion. Hence
- Was I in no wise startled. So recline
- Upon these living flowers. Here is wine,
- Alive with sparkles- never, I aver,
- Since Ariadne was a vintager,
- So cool a purple: taste these juicy pears,
- Sent me by sad Vertumnus, when his fears
- Were high about Pomona: here is cream,
- Deepening to richness from a snowy gleam;
- Sweeter than that nurse Amalthea skimm'd
- For the boy Jupiter: and here, undimm'd
- By any touch, a bunch of blooming plums
- Ready to melt between an infant's gums:
- And here is manna pick'd from Syrian trees,
- In starlight, by the three Hesperides.
- Feast on, and meanwhile I will let thee know
- Of all these things around us." He did so,
- Still brooding o'er the cadence of his lyre;
- And thus: "I need not any hearing tire
- By telling how the sea-born goddess pin'd
- For a mortal youth, and how she strove to bind
- Him all in all unto her doting self.
- Who would not be so prison'd? but, fond elf,
- He was content to let her amorous plea
- Faint through his careless arms; content to see
- An unseiz'd heaven dying at his feet;
- Content, O fool! to make a cold retreat,
- When on the pleasant grass such love, lovelorn,
- Lay sorrowing; when every tear was born
- Of diverse passion; when her lips and eyes
- Were clos'd in sullen moisture, and quick sighs
- Came vex'd and pettish through her nostrils small.
- Hush! no exclaim- yet, justly mightst thou call
- Curses upon his head.- I was half glad,
- But my poor mistress went distract and mad,
- When the boar tusk'd him: so away she flew
- To Jove's high throne, and by her plainings drew
- Immortal tear-drops down the thunderer's beard;
- Whereon, it was decreed he should be rear'd
- Each summer time to life. Lo! this is he,
- That same Adonis, safe in the privacy
- Of this still region all his winter-sleep.
- Aye, sleep; for when our love-sick queen did weep
- Over his waned corse, the tremulous shower
- Heal'd up the wound, and, with a balmy power,
- Medicined death to a lengthened drowsiness:
- The which she fills with visions, and doth dress
- In all this quiet luxury; and hath set
- Us young immortals, without any let,
- To watch his slumber through. 'Tis well nigh pass'd,
- Even to a moment's filling up, and fast
- She scuds with summer breezes, to pant through
- The first long kiss, warm firstling, to renew
- Embower'd sports in Cytherea's isle.
- Look! how those winged listeners all this while
- Stand anxious: see! behold!"- This clamant word
- Broke through the careful silence; for they heard
- A rustling noise of leaves, and out there flutter'd
- Pigeons and doves: Adonis something mutter'd
- The while one hand, that erst upon his thigh
- Lay dormant, mov'd convuls'd and gradually
- Up to his forehead. Then there was a hum
- Of sudden voices, echoing, "Come! come!
- Arise! awake! Clear summer has forth walk'd
- Unto the clover-sward, and she has talk'd
- Full soothingly to every nested finch:
- Rise, Cupids! or we'll give the blue-bell pinch
- To your dimpled arms. Once more sweet life begin!"
- At this, from every side they hurried in,
- Rubbing their sleepy eyes with lazy wrists,
- And doubling over head their little fists
- In backward yawns. But all were soon alive:
- For as delicious wine doth, sparkling, dive
- In nectar'd clouds and curls through water fair,
- So from the arbour roof down swell'd an air
- Odorous and enlivening; making all
- To laugh, and play, and sing, and loudly call
- For their sweet queen: when lo! the wreathed green
- Disparted, and far upward could be seen
- Blue heaven, and a silver car, air-borne,
- Whose silent wheels, fresh wet from clouds of morn,
- Spun off a drizzling dew,- which falling chill
- On soft Adonis' shoulders, made him still
- Nestle and turn uneasily about.
- Soon were the white doves plain, with neck stretch'd out,
- And silken traces lighten'd in descent;
- And soon, returning from love's banishment,
- Queen Venus leaning downward open arm'd:
- Her shadow fell upon his breast, and charm'd
- A tumult to his heart, and a new life
- Into his eyes. Ah, miserable strife,
- But for her comforting! unhappy sight,
- But meeting her blue orbs! Who, who can write
- Of these first minutes? The unchariest muse
- To embracements warm as theirs makes coy excuse.
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- O it has ruffled every spirit there,
- Saving Love's self, who stands superb to share
- The general gladness: awfully he stands;
- A sovereign quell is in his waving hands;
- No sight can bear the lightning of his bow;
- His quiver is mysterious, none can know
- What themselves think of it; from forth his eyes
- There darts strange light of varied hues and dyes:
- A scowl is sometimes on his brow, but who
- Look full upon it feel anon the blue
- Of his fair eyes run liquid through their souls.
- Endymion feels it, and no more controls
- The burning prayer within him; so, bent low,
- He had begun a plaining of his woe.
- But Venus, bending forward, said: "My child,
- Favour this gentle youth; his days are wild
- With love- he- but alas! too well I see
- Thou know'st the deepness of his misery.
- Ah, smile not so, my son: I tell thee true,
- That when through heavy hours I used to rue
- The endless sleep of this new-born Adon',
- This stranger aye I pitied. For upon
- A dreary morning once I fled away
- Into the breezy clouds, to weep and pray
- For this my love: for vexing Mars had teaz'd
- Me even to tears: thence, when a little eas'd,
- Down-looking, vacant, through a hazy wood,
- I saw this youth as he despairing stood:
- Those same dark curls blown vagrant in the wind;
- Those same full fringed lids a constant blind
- Over his sullen eyes: I saw him throw
- Himself on wither'd leaves, even as though
- Death had come sudden; for no jot he mov'd,
- Yet mutter'd wildly. I could hear he lov'd
- Some fair immortal, and that his embrace
- Had zoned her through the night. There is no trace
- Of this in heaven: I have mark'd each cheek,
- And find it is the vainest thing to seek;
- And that of all things 'tis kept secretest.
- Endymion! one day thou wilt be blest:
- So still obey the guiding hand that fends
- Thee safely through these wonders for sweet ends.
- 'Tis a concealment needful in extreme;
- And if I guess'd not so, the sunny beam
- Thou shouldst mount up to with me. Now adieu!
- Here must we leave thee."- At these words upflew
- The impatient doves, uprose the floating car,
- Up went the hum celestial. High afar
- The Latmian saw them minish into naught;
- And, when all were clear vanish'd, still he caught
- A vivid lightning from that dreadful bow.
- When all was darkened, with AEtnean throe
- The earth clos'd- gave a solitary moan-
- And left him once again in twilight lone.
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- He did not rave, he did not stare aghast,
- For all those visions were o'ergone, and past,
- And he in loneliness: he felt assur'd
- Of happy times, when all he had endur'd
- Would seem a feather to the mighty prize.
- So, with unusual gladness, on he hies
- Through caves, and palaces of mottled ore,
- Gold dome, and crystal wall, and turquois floor,
- Black polish'd porticos of awful shade,
- And, at the last, a diamond balustrade,
- Leading afar past wild magnificence,
- Spiral through ruggedest loopholes, and thence
- Stretching across a void, then guiding o'er
- Enormous chasms, where, all foam and roar,
- Streams subterranean teaze their granite beds;
- Then heighten'd just above the silvery heads
- Of a thousand fountains, so that he could dash
- The waters with his spear; but at the splash,
- Done heedlessly, those spouting columns rose
- Sudden a poplar's height, and 'gan to enclose
- His diamond path with fretwork, streaming round
- Alive, and dazzling cool, and with a sound,
- Haply, like dolphin tumults, when sweet shells
- Welcome the float of Thetis. Long he dwells
- On this delight; for, every minute's space,
- The streams with changed magic interlace:
- Sometimes like delicatest lattices,
- Cover'd with crystal vines; then weeping trees.
- Moving about as in a gentle wind,
- Which, in a wink, to watery gauze refin'd,
- Pour'd into shapes of curtain'd canopies,
- Spangled, and rich with liquid broideries
- Of flowers, peacocks, swans, and naiads fair.
- Swifter than lightning went these wonders rare;
- And then the water, into stubborn streams
- Collecting, mimick'd the wrought oaken beams,
- Pillars, and frieze, and high fantastic roof,
- Of those dusk places in times far aloof
- Cathedrals call'd. He bade a loth farewell
- To these founts Protean, passing gulph, and dell,
- And torrent, and ten thousand jutting shapes,
- Half seen through deepest gloom, and griesly gapes,
- Blackening on every side, and overhead
- A vaulted dome like Heaven's, far bespread
- With starlight gems: aye, all so huge and strange,
- The solitary felt a hurried change
- Working within him into something dreary,-
- Vex'd like a morning eagle, lost, and weary,
- And purblind amid foggy, midnight wolds.
- But he revives at once: for who beholds
- New sudden things, nor casts his mental slough?
- Forth from a rugged arch, in the dusk below,
- Came mother Cybele! alone- alone-
- In sombre chariot; dark foldings thrown
- About her majesty, and front death-pale,
- With turrets crown'd. Four maned lions hale
- The sluggish wheels; solemn their toothed maws,
- Their surly eyes brow-hidden, heavy paws
- Uplifted drowsily, and nervy tails
- Cowering their tawny brushes. Silent sails
- This shadowy queen athwart, and faints away
- In another gloomy arch.
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- Wherefore delay,
- Young traveller, in such a mournful place?
- Art thou wayworn, or canst not further trace
- The diamond path? And does it indeed end
- Abrupt in middle air? Yet earthward bend
- Thy forehead, and to Jupiter cloud-borne
- Call ardently! He was indeed wayworn;
- Abrupt, in middle air, his way was lost;
- To cloud-borne Jove he bowed, and there crost
- Towards him a large eagle, 'twixt whose wings,
- Without one impious word, himself he flings,
- Committed to the darkness and the gloom:
- Down, down, uncertain to what pleasant doom,
- Swift as a fathoming plummet down he fell
- Through unknown things; till exhaled asphodel,
- And rose, with spicy fannings interbreath'd,
- Came swelling forth where little caves were wreath'd
- So thick with leaves and mosses, that they seem'd
- Large honey-combs of green, and freshly teem'd
- With airs delicious. In the greenest nook
- The eagle landed him, and farewell took.
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- It was a jasmine bower, all bestrown
- With golden moss. His every sense had grown
- Ethereal for pleasure; 'bove his head
- Flew a delight half-graspable; his tread
- Was Hesperean; to his capable ears
- Silence was music from the holy spheres;
- A dewy luxury was in his eyes;
- The little flowers felt his pleasant sighs
- And stirr'd them faintly. Verdant cave and cell
- He wander'd through, oft wondering at such swell
- Of sudden exaltation: but, "Alas!"
- Said he, "will all this gush of feeling pass
- Away in solitude? And must they wane,
- Like melodies upon a sandy plain,
- Without an echo? Then shall I be left
- So sad, so melancholy, so bereft!
- Yet still I feel immortal! O my love,
- My breath of life, where art thou? High above,
- Dancing before the morning gates of heaven?
- Or keeping watch among those starry seven,
- Old Atlas' children? Art a maid of the waters,
- One of shell-winding Triton's bright-hair'd daughters?
- Or art, impossible! a nymph of Dian's,
- Weaving a coronal of tender scions
- For very idleness? Where'er thou art,
- Methinks it now is at my will to start
- Into thine arms; to scare Aurora's train,
- And snatch thee from the morning; o'er the main
- To scud like a wild bird, and take thee off
- From thy sea-foamy cradle; or to doff
- Thy shepherd vest, and woo thee mid fresh leaves.
- No, no, too eagerly my soul deceives
- Its powerless self: I know this cannot be.
- O let me then by some sweet dreaming flee
- To her entrancements: hither, Sleep, awhile!
- Hither, most gentle Sleep! and soothing foil
- For some few hours the coming solitude."
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- Thus spake he, and that moment felt endued
- With power to dream deliciously; so wound
- Through a dim passage, searching till he found
- The smoothest mossy bed and deepest, where
- He threw himself, and just into the air
- Stretching his indolent arms, he took, O bliss!
- A naked waist: "Fair Cupid, whence is this?"
- A well-known voice sigh'd, "Sweetest, here am I!"
- At which soft ravishment, with doting cry
- They trembled to each other.- Helicon!
- O fountain'd hill! Old Homer's Helicon!
- That thou wouldst spout a little streamlet o'er
- These sorry pages; then the verse would soar
- And sing above this gentle pair, like lark
- Over his nested young: but all is dark
- Around thine aged top, and thy clear fount
- Exhales in mists to heaven. Aye, the count
- Of mighty Poets is made up; the scroll
- Is folded by the Muses; the bright roll
- Is in Apollo's hand: our dazed eyes
- Have seen a new tinge in the western skies:
- The world has done its duty. Yet, oh yet,
- Although the sun of poesy is set,
- These lovers did embrace, and we must weep
- That there is no old power left to steep
- A quill immortal in their joyous tears.
- Long time in silence did their anxious fears
- Question that thus it was; long time they lay
- Fondling and kissing every doubt away;
- Long time ere soft caressing sobs began
- To mellow into words, and then there ran
- Two bubbling springs of talk from their sweet lips.
- "O known Unknown! from whom my being sips
- Such darling essence, wherefore may I not
- Be ever in these arms? in this sweet spot
- Pillow my chin for ever? ever press
- These toying hands and kiss their smooth excess?
- Why not for ever and for ever feel
- That breath about my eyes? Ah, thou wilt steal
- Away from me again, indeed, indeed-
- Thou wilt be gone away, and wilt not heed
- My lonely madness. Speak, delicious fair!
- Is- is it to be so? No! Who will dare
- To pluck thee from me? And, of thine own will,
- Full well I feel thou wouldst not leave me. Still
- Let me entwine thee surer, surer- now
- How can we part? Elysium! who art thou?
- Who, that thou canst not be for ever here,
- Or lift me with thee to some starry sphere?
- Enchantress! tell me by this soft embrace,
- By the most soft completion of thy face,
- Those lips, O slippery blisses, twinkling eyes
- And by these tenderest, milky sovereignties-
- These tenderest, and by the nectar-wine,
- The passion"- "O dov'd Ida the divine!
- Endymion! dearest! Ah, unhappy me!
- His soul will 'scape us- O felicity!
- How he does love me! His poor temples beat
- To the very tune of love- how sweet, sweet, sweet.
- Revive, dear youth, or I shall faint and die;
- Revive, or these soft hours will hurry by
- In tranced dulness; speak, and let that spell
- Affright this lethargy! I cannot quell
- Its heavy pressure, and will press at least
- My lips to thine, that they may richly feast
- Until we taste the life of love again.
- What! dost thou move? dost kiss? O bliss! O pain!
- I love thee, youth, more than I can conceive;
- And so long absence from thee doth bereave
- My soul of any rest: yet must I hence:
- Yet, can I not to starry eminence
- Uplift thee; nor for very shame can own
- Myself to thee: Ah, dearest, do not groan
- Or thou wilt force me from this secrecy,
- And I must blush in heaven. O that I
- Had done't already; that the dreadful smiles
- At my lost brightness, my impassion'd wiles,
- Had waned from Olympus' solemn height,
- And from all serious Gods; that our delight
- Was quite forgotten, save of us alone!
- And wherefore so ashamed? 'Tis but to atone
- For endless pleasure, by some coward blushes:
- Yet must I be a coward!- Horror rushes
- Too palpable before me- the sad look
- Of Jove- Minerva's start- no bosom shook
- With awe of purity- no Cupid pinion
- In reverence vailed- my crystalline dominion
- Half lost, and all old hymns made nullity!
- But what is this to love? O I could fly
- With thee into the ken of heavenly powers,
- So thou wouldst thus, for many sequent hours,
- Press me so sweetly. Now I swear at once
- That I am wise, that Pallas is a dunce-
- Perhaps her love like mine is but unknown-
- O I do think that I have been alone
- In chastity: yes, Pallas has been sighing,
- While every eve saw me my hair uptying
- With fingers cool as aspen leaves. Sweet love,
- I was as vague as solitary dove,
- Nor knew that nests were built. Now a soft kiss-
- Aye, by that kiss, I vow an endless bliss,
- An immortality of passion's thine:
- Ere long I will exalt thee to the shine
- Of heaven ambrosial; and we will shade
- Ourselves whole summers by a river glade;
- And I will tell thee stories of the sky,
- And breathe thee whispers of its minstrelsy.
- My happy love will overwing all bounds!
- O let me melt into thee; let the sounds
- Of our close voices marry at their birth;
- Let us entwine hoveringly- O dearth
- Of human words! roughness of mortal speech!
- Lispings empyrean will I sometime teach
- Thine honied tongue- lute-breathings, which I gasp
- To have thee understand, now while I clasp
- Thee thus, and weep for fondness- I am pain'd,
- Endymion: woe! woe! is grief contain'd
- In the very deeps of pleasure, my sole life?"-
- Hereat, with many sobs, her gentle strife
- Melted into a languor. He return'd
- Entranced vows and tears.
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- Ye who have yearn'd
- With too much passion, will here stay and pity,
- For the mere sake of truth; as 'tis a ditty
- Not of these days, but long ago 'twas told
- By a cavern wind unto a forest old;
- And then the forest told it in a dream
- To a sleeping lake, whose cool and level gleam
- A poet caught as he was journeying
- To Phoebus' shrine; and in it he did fling
- His weary limbs, bathing an hour's space,
- And after, straight in that inspired place
- He sang the story up into the air,
- Giving it universal freedom. There
- Has it been ever sounding for those ears
- Whose tips are glowing hot. The legend cheers
- Yon centinel stars; and he who listens to it
- Must surely be self-doom'd or he will rue it:
- For quenchless burnings come upon the heart,
- Made fiercer by a fear lest any part
- Should be engulphed in the eddying wind.
- As much as here is penn'd doth always find
- A resting place, thus much comes clear and plain;
- Anon the strange voice is upon the wane-
- And 'tis but echo'd from departing sound,
- That the fair visitant at last unwound
- Her gentle limbs, and left the youth asleep.-
- Thus the tradition of the gusty deep.
-
- Now turn we to our former chroniclers.-
- Endymion awoke, that grief of hers
- Sweet paining on his ear: he sickly guess'd
- How lone he was once more, and sadly press'd
- His empty arms together, hung his head,
- And most forlorn upon that widow'd bed
- Sat silently. Love's madness he had known:
- Often with more than tortured lion's groan
- Moanings had burst from him; but now that rage
- Had pass'd away: no longer did he wage
- A rough-voic'd war against the dooming stars.
- No, he had felt too much for such harsh jars:
- The lyre of his soul AEolian tun'd
- Forgot all violence, and but commun'd
- With melancholy thought: O he had swoon'd
- Drunken from pleasure's nipple; and his love
- Henceforth was dove-like.- Loth was he to move
- From the imprinted couch, and when he did,
- 'Twas with slow, languid paces, and face hid
- In muffling hands. So temper'd, out he stray'd
- Half seeing visions that might have dismay'd
- Alecto's serpents; ravishments more keen
- Than Hermes' pipe, when anxious he did lean
- Over eclipsing eyes: and at the last
- It was a sounding grotto, vaulted, vast,
- O'er studded with a thousand, thousand pearls,
- And crimson mouthed shells with stubborn curls,
- Of every shape and size, even to the bulk
- In which whales arbour close, to brood and sulk
- Against an endless storm. Moreover too,
- Fish-semblances, of green and azure hue,
- Ready to snort their streams. In this cool wonder
- Endymion sat down, and 'gan to ponder
- On all his life: his youth, up to the day
- When 'mid acclaim, and feasts, and garlands gay,
- He stept upon his shepherd throne: the look
- Of his white palace in wild forest nook,
- And all the revels he had lorded there:
- Each tender maiden whom he once thought fair,
- With every friend and fellow-woodlander-
- Pass'd like a dream before him. Then the spur
- Of the old bards to mighty deeds: his plans
- To nurse the golden age 'mong shepherd clans:
- That wondrous night: the great Pan-festival:
- His sister's sorrow; and his wanderings all,
- Until into the earth's deep maw he rush'd:
- Then all its buried magic, till it flush'd
- High with excessive love. "And now," thought he,
- "How long must I remain in jeopardy
- Of blank amazements that amaze no more?
- Now I have tasted her sweet soul to the core
- All other depths are shallow: essences,
- Once spiritual, are like muddy lees,
- Meant but to fertilize my earthly root,
- And make my branches lift a golden fruit
- Into the bloom of heaven: other light,
- Though it be quick and sharp enough to blight
- The Olympian eagle's vision, is dark,
- Dark as the parentage of chaos. Hark!
- My silent thoughts are echoing from these shells;
- Or they are but the ghosts, the dying swells
- Of noises far away?- list!"- Hereupon
- He kept an anxious ear. The humming tone
- Came louder, and behold, there as he lay,
- On either side outgush'd, with misty spray,
- A copious spring; and both together dash'd
- Swift, mad, fantastic round the rocks and lash'd
- Among the conchs and shells of the lofty grot,
- Leaving a trickling dew. At last they shot
- Down from the ceiling's height, pouring a noise
- As of some breathless racers whose hopes poize
- Upon the last few steps, and with spent force
- Along the ground they took a winding course.
- Endymion follow'd- for it seem'd that one
- Ever pursued, the other strove to shun-
- Follow'd their languid mazes, till well nigh
- He had left thinking of the mystery,-
- And was now rapt in tender hoverings
- Over the vanish'd bliss. Ah! what is it sings
- His dream away? What melodies are these?
- They sound as through the whispering of trees,
- Not native in such barren vaults. Give ear!
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- "O Arethusa, peerless nymph! why fear
- Such tenderness as mine? Great Dian, why,
- Why didst thou hear her prayer? O that I
- Were rippling round her dainty fairness now,
- Circling about her waist, and striving how
- To entice her to a dive! then stealing in
- Between her luscious lips and eyelids thin.
- O that her shining hair was in the sun,
- And I distilling from it thence to run
- In amorous rillets down her shrinking form!
- To linger on her lilly shoulders, warm
- Between her kissing breasts, and every charm
- Touch raptur'd!- See how painfully I flow:
- Fair maid, be pitiful to my great woe.
- Stay, stay thy weary course, and let me lead,
- A happy wooer, to the flowery mead
- Where all that beauty snar'd me."- "Cruel god,
- Desist! or my offended mistress' nod
- Will stagnate all thy fountains:- teaze me not
- With syren words- Ah, have I really got
- Such power to madden thee? And is it true-
- Away, away, or I shall dearly rue
- My very thoughts: in mercy then away,
- Kindest Alpheus, for should I obey
- My own dear will, 'twould be a deadly bane.
- O, Oread-Queen! would that thou hadst a pain
- Like this of mine, then would I fearless turn
- And be a criminal. Alas, I burn,
- I shudder- gentle river, get thee hence.
- Alpheus! thou enchanter! every sense
- Of mine was once made perfect in these woods.
- Fresh breezes, bowery lawns, and innocent floods,
- Ripe fruits, and lonely couch, contentment gave;
- But ever since I heedlessly did lave
- In thy deceitful stream, a panting glow
- Grew strong within me: wherefore serve me so,
- And call it love? Alas, 'twas cruelty.
- Not once more did I close my happy eye
- Amid the thrushes' song. Away! Avaunt!
- O 'twas a cruel thing."- "Now thou dost taunt
- So softly, Arethusa, that I think
- If thou wast playing on my shady brink,
- Thou wouldst bathe once again. Innocent maid!
- Stifle thine heart no more; nor be afraid
- Of angry powers: there are deities
- Will shade us with their wings. Those fitful sighs
- 'Tis almost death to hear: O let me pour
- A dewy balm upon them!- fear no more,
- Sweet Arethusa! Dian's self must feel
- Sometime these very pangs. Dear maiden, steal
- Blushing into my soul, and let us fly
- These dreary caverns for the open sky.
- I will delight thee all my winding course,
- From the green sea up to my hidden source
- About Arcadian forests; and will show
- The channels where my coolest waters flow
- Through mossy rocks; where, 'mid exuberant green,
- I roam in pleasant darkness, more unseen
- Than Saturn in his exile; where I brim
- Round flowery islands, and take thence a skim
- Of mealy sweets, which myriads of bees
- Buzz from their honey'd wings: and thou shouldst please
- Thyself to choose the richest, where we might
- Be incense-pillow'd every summer night.
- Doff all sad fears, thou white deliciousness,
- And let us be thus comforted; unless
- Thou couldst rejoice to see my hopeless stream
- Hurry distracted from Sol's temperate beam,
- And pour to death along some hungry sands."-
- "What can I do, Alpheus? Dian stands
- Severe before me: persecuting fate!
- Unhappy Arethusa! thou wast late
- A huntress free in"- At this, sudden fell
- Those two sad streams adown a fearful dell.
- The Latmian listen'd, but he heard no more,
- Save echo, faint repeating o'er and o'er
- The name of Arethusa. On the verge
- Of that dark gulph he wept, and said: "I urge
- Thee, gentle Goddess of my pilgrimage,
- By our eternal hopes, to soothe, to assuage,
- If thou art powerful, these lovers' pains;
- And make them happy in some happy plains."
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- He turn'd- there was a whelming sound- he stept,
- There was a cooler light; and so he kept
- Towards it by a sandy path, and lo!
- More suddenly than doth a moment go,
- The visions of the earth were gone and fled-
- He saw the giant sea above his head.
- BOOK III.
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- There are who lord it o'er their fellow-men
- With most prevailing tinsel: who unpen
- Their baaing vanities, to browse away
- The comfortable green and juicy hay
- From human pastures; or, O torturing fact!
- Who, through an idiot blink, will see unpack'd
- Fire-branded foxes to sear up and singe
- Our gold and ripe-ear'd hopes. With not one tinge
- Of sanctuary splendour, not a sight
- Able to face an owl's, they still are dight
- By the blear-eyed nations in empurpled vests,
- And crowns, and turbans. With unladen breasts,
- Save of blown self-applause, they proudly mount
- To their spirit's perch, their being's high account,
- Their tiptop nothings, their dull skies, their thrones-
- Amid the fierce intoxicating tones
- Of trumpets, shoutings, and belabour'd drums,
- And sudden cannon. Ah! how all this hums,
- In wakeful ears, like uproar past and gone-
- Like thunder clouds that spake to Babylon,
- And set those old Chaldeans to their tasks.-
- Are then regalities all gilded masks?
- No, there are throned seats unscalable
- But by a patient wing, a constant spell,
- Or by ethereal things that, unconfin'd,
- Can make a ladder of the eternal wind,
- And poize about in cloudy thunder-tents
- To watch the abysm-birth of elements.
- Aye, 'bove the withering of old-lipp'd Fate
- A thousand Powers keep religious state,
- In water, fiery realm, and airy bourne;
- And, silent as a consecrated urn,
- Hold sphery sessions for a season due.
- Yet few of these far majesties, ah, few!
- Have bared their operations to this globe-
- Few, who with gorgeous pageantry enrobe
- Our piece of heaven- whose benevolence
- Shakes hand with our own Ceres; every sense
- Filling with spiritual sweets to plenitude,
- As bees gorge full their cells. And, by the feud
- 'Twixt Nothing and Creation, I here swear,
- Eterne Apollo! that thy Sister fair
- Is of all these the gentlier- mightiest.
- When thy gold breath is misting in the west,
- She unobserved steals unto her throne,
- And there she sits most meek and most alone;
- As if she had not pomp subservient;
- As if thine eye, high Poet! was not bent
- Towards her with the Muses in thine heart;
- As if the ministring stars kept not apart,
- Waiting for silver-footed messages.
- O Moon! the oldest shades 'mong oldest trees
- Feel palpitations when thou lookest in:
- O Moon! old boughs lisp forth a holier din
- The while they feel thine airy fellowship.
- Thou dost bless every where, with silver lip
- Kissing dead things to life. The sleeping kine,
- Couch'd in thy brightness, dream of fields divine:
- Innumerable mountains rise, and rise,
- Ambitious for the hallowing of thine eyes;
- And yet thy benediction passeth not
- One obscure hiding-place, one little spot
- Where pleasure may be sent: the nested wren
- Has thy fair face within its tranquil ken,
- And from beneath a sheltering ivy leaf
- Takes glimpses of thee; thou art a relief
- To the poor patient oyster, where it sleeps
- Within its pearly house.- The mighty deeps,
- The monstrous sea is thine- the myriad sea!
- O Moon! far-spooming Ocean bows to thee,
- And Tellus feels his forehead's cumbrous load.
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- Cynthia! where art thou now? What far abode
- Of green or silvery bower doth enshrine
- Such utmost beauty? Alas, thou dost pine
- For one as sorrowful: thy cheek is pale
- For one whose cheek is pale: thou dost bewail
- His tears, who weeps for thee. Where dost thou sigh?
- Ah! surely that light peeps from Vesper's eye,
- Or what a thing is love! 'Tis She, but lo!
- How chang'd, how full of ache, how gone in woe!
- She dies at the thinnest cloud; her loveliness
- Is wan on Neptune's blue: yet there's a stress
- Of love-spangles, just off yon cape of trees,
- Dancing upon the waves, as if to please
- The curly foam with amorous influence.
- O, not so idle: for down-glancing thence
- She fathoms eddies, and runs wild about
- O'erwhelming water-courses; scaring out
- The thorny sharks from hiding-holes, and fright'ning
- Their savage eyes with unaccustom'd lightning.
- Where will the splendour be content to reach?
- O love! how potent hast thou been to teach
- Strange journeyings! Wherever beauty dwells,
- In gulph or aerie, mountains or deep dells,
- In light, in gloom, in star or blazing sun,
- Thou pointest out the way, and straight 'tis won.
- Amid his toil thou gav'st Leander breath;
- Thou leddest Orpheus through the gleams of death;
- Thou madest Pluto bear thin element;
- And now, O winged Chieftain! thou hast sent
- A moon-beam to the deep, deep water-world,
- To find Endymion.
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- On gold sand impearl'd
- With lilly shells, and pebbles milky white,
- Poor Cynthia greeted him, and sooth'd her light
- Against his pallid face: he felt the charm
- To breathlessness, and suddenly a warm
- Of his heart's blood: 'twas very sweet; he stay'd
- His wandering steps, and half-entranced laid
- His head upon a tuft of straggling weeds,
- To taste the gentle moon, and freshening beads,
- Lash'd from the crystal roof by fishes' tails.
- And so he kept, until the rosy veils
- Mantling the east, by Aurora's peering hand
- Were lifted from the water's breast, and fann'd
- Into sweet air; and sober'd morning came
- Meekly through billows:- when like taper-flame
- Left sudden by a dallying breath of air,
- He rose in silence, and once more 'gan fare
- Along his fated way.
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- Far had he roam'd,
- With nothing save the hollow vast, that foam'd,
- Above, around, and at his feet; save things
- More dead than Morpheus' imaginings:
- Old rusted anchors, helmets, breast-plates large
- Of gone sea-warriors; brazen beaks and targe;
- Rudders that for a hundred years had lost
- The sway of human hand; gold vase emboss'd
- With long-forgotten story, and wherein
- No reveller had ever dipp'd a chin
- But those of Saturn's vintage; mouldering scrolls,
- Writ in the tongue of heaven, by those souls
- Who first were on the earth; and sculptures rude
- In ponderous stone, developing the mood
- Of ancient Nox;- then skeletons of man,
- Of beast, behemoth, and leviathan,
- And elephant, and eagle, and huge jaw
- Of nameless monster. A cold leaden awe
- These secrets struck into him; and unless
- Dian had chaced away that heaviness,
- He might have died: but now, with cheered feel,
- He onward kept; wooing these thoughts to steal
- About the labyrinth in his soul of love.
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- "What is there in thee, Moon! that thou shouldst move
- My heart so potently? When yet a child
- I oft have dried my tears when thou hast smil'd.
- Thou seem'dst my sister: hand in hand we went
- From eve to morn across the firmament.
- No apples would I gather from the tree,
- Till thou hadst cool'd their cheeks deliciously:
- No tumbling water ever spake romance,
- But when my eyes with thine thereon could dance:
- No woods were green enough, no bower divine,
- Until thou liftedst up thine eyelids fine:
- In sowing time ne'er would I dibble take,
- Or drop a seed, till thou wast wide awake;
- And, in the summer tide of blossoming,
- No one but thee hath heard me blithly sing
- And mesh my dewy flowers all the night.
- No melody was like a passing spright
- If it went not to solemnize thy reign.
- Yes, in my boyhood, every joy and pain
- By thee were fashion'd to the self-same end;
- And as I grew in years, still didst thou blend
- With all my ardours: thou wast the deep glen;
- Thou wast the mountain-top- the sage's pen-
- The poet's harp- the voice of friends- the sun;
- Thou wast the river- thou wast glory won;
- Thou wast my clarion's blast- thou wast my steed-
- My goblet full of wine- my topmost deed:-
- Thou wast the charm of women, lovely Moon!
- O what a wild and harmonized tune
- My spirit struck from all the beautiful!
- On some bright essence could I lean, and lull
- Myself to immortality: I prest
- Nature's soft pillow in a wakeful rest.
- But, gentle Orb! there came a nearer bliss-
- My strange love came- Felicity's abyss!
- She came, and thou didst fade, and fade away-
- Yet not entirely; no, thy starry sway
- Has been an under-passion to this hour.
- Now I begin to feel thine orby power
- Is coming fresh upon me: O be kind,
- Keep back thine influence, and do not blind
- My sovereign vision.- Dearest love, forgive
- That I can think away from thee and live!-
- Pardon me, airy planet, that I prize
- One thought beyond thine argent luxuries!
- How far beyond!" At this a surpris'd start
- Frosted the springing verdure of his heart;
- For as he lifted up his eyes to swear
- How his own goddess was past all things fair,
- He saw far in the concave green of the sea
- An old man sitting calm and peacefully.
- Upon a weeded rock this old man sat,
- And his white hair was awful, and a mat
- Of weeds were cold beneath his cold thin feet;
- And, ample as the largest winding-sheet,
- A cloak of blue wrapp'd up his aged bones,
- O'erwrought with symbols by the deepest groans
- Of ambitious magic: every ocean-form
- Was woven in with black distinctness; storm,
- And calm, and whispering, and hideous roar,
- Quicksand, and whirlpool, and deserted shore,
- Were emblem'd in the woof; with every shape
- That skims, or dives, or sleeps, 'twixt cape and cape.
- The gulphing whale was like a dot in the spell,
- Yet look upon it, and 'twould size and swell
- To its huge self; and the minutest fish
- Would pass the very hardest gazer's wish,
- And show his little eye's anatomy.
- Then there was pictur'd the regality
- Of Neptune; and the sea nymphs round his state,
- In beauteous vassalage, look up and wait.
- Beside this old man lay a pearly wand,
- And in his lap a book, the which he conn'd
- So stedfastly, that the new denizen
- Had time to keep him in amazed ken,
- To mark these shadowings, and stand in awe.
-
- The old man rais'd his hoary head and saw
- The wilder'd stranger- seeming not to see,
- His features were so lifeless. Suddenly
- He woke as from a trance; his snow-white brows
- Went arching up, and like two magic ploughs
- Furrow'd deep wrinkles in his forehead large,
- Which kept as fixedly as rocky marge,
- Till round his wither'd lips had gone a smile.
- Then up he rose, like one whose tedious toil
- Had watch'd for years in forlorn hermitage,
- Who had not from mid-life to utmost age
- Eas'd in one accent his o'er-burden'd soul,
- Even to the trees. He rose: he grasp'd his stole,
- With convuls'd clenches waving it abroad,
- And in a voice of solemn joy, that aw'd
- Echo into oblivion, he said:-
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- "Thou art the man! Now shall I lay my head
- In peace upon my watery pillow: now
- Sleep will come smoothly to my weary brow.
- O Jove! I shall be young again, be young!
- O shell-borne Neptune, I am pierc'd and stung
- With new-born life! What shall I do? Where go,
- When I have cast this serpent-skin of woe?-
- I'll swim to the syrens, and one moment listen
- Their melodies, and see their long hair glisten;
- Anon upon that giant's arm I'll be,
- That writhes about the roots of Sicily:
- To northern seas I'll in a twinkling sail,
- And mount upon the snortings of a whale
- To some black cloud; thence down I'll madly sweep
- On forked lightning, to the deepest deep,
- Where through some sucking pool I will be hurl'd
- With rapture to the other side of the world!
- O, I am full of gladness! Sisters three,
- I bow full hearted to your old decree!
- Yes, every god be thank'd, and power benign,
- For I no more shall wither, droop, and pine.
- Thou art the man!" Endymion started back
- Dismay'd; and, like a wretch from whom the rack
- Tortures hot breath, and speech of agony,
- Mutter'd: "What lonely death am I to die
- In this cold region? Will he let me freeze,
- And float my brittle limbs o'er polar seas?
- Or will he touch me with his searing hand,
- And leave a black memorial on the sand?
- Or tear me piece-meal with a bony saw,
- And keep me as a chosen food to draw
- His magian fish through hated fire and flame?
- O misery of hell! resistless, tame,
- Am I to be burnt up? No, I will shout,
- Until the gods through heaven's blue look out!-
- O Tartarus! but some few days agone
- Her soft arms were entwining me, and on
- Her voice I hung like fruit among green leaves:
- Her lips were all my own, and- ah, ripe sheaves
- Of happiness! ye on the stubble droop,
- But never may be garner'd. I must stoop
- My head, and kiss death's foot. Love! love, farewell!
- Is there no hope from thee? This horrid spell
- Would melt at thy sweet breath.- By Dian's hind
- Feeding from her white fingers, on the wind
- I see thy streaming hair! and now, by Pan,
- I care not for this old mysterious man!"
-
- He spake, and walking to that aged form,
- Look'd high defiance. Lo! his heart 'gan warm
- With pity, for the grey-hair'd creature wept.
- Had he then wrong'd a heart where sorrow kept?
- Had he, though blindly contumelious, brought
- Rheum to kind eyes, a sting to humane thought,
- Convulsion to a mouth of many years?
- He had in truth; and he was ripe for tears.
- The penitent shower fell, as down he knelt
- Before that care-worn sage, who trembling felt
- About his large dark locks, and faultering spake:
-
- "Arise, good youth, for sacred Phoebus' sake!
- I know thine inmost bosom, and I feel
- A very brother's yearning for thee steal
- Into mine own: for why? thou openest
- The prison gates that have so long opprest
- My weary watching. Though thou know'st it not,
- Thou art commission'd to this fated spot
- For great enfranchisement. O weep no more;
- I am a friend to love, to loves of yore:
- Aye, hadst thou never lov'd an unknown power,
- I had been grieving at this joyous hour.
- But even now most miserable old,
- I saw thee, and my blood no longer cold
- Gave mighty pulses: in this tottering case
- Grew a new heart, which at this moment plays
- As dancingly as thine. Be not afraid,
- For thou shalt hear this secret all display'd,
- Now as we speed towards our joyous task."
-
- So saying, this young soul in age's mask
- Went forward with the Carian side by side:
- Resuming quickly thus: while ocean's tide
- Hung swollen at their backs, and jewel'd sands
- Took silently their foot-prints.
-
- "My soul stands
- Now past the midway from mortality,
- And so I can prepare without a sigh
- To tell thee briefly all my joy and pain.
- I was a fisher once, upon this main,
- And my boat danc'd in every creek and bay;
- Rough billows were my home by night and day,-
- The sea-gulls not more constant; for I had
- No housing from the storm and tempests mad,
- But hollow rocks,- and they were palaces
- Of silent happiness, of slumberous ease:
- Long years of misery have told me so.
- Aye, thus it was one thousand years ago.
- One thousand years!- Is it then possible
- To look so plainly through them? to dispel
- A thousand years with backward glance sublime?
- To breathe away as 'twere all scummy slime
- From off a crystal pool, to see its deep,
- And one's own image from the bottom peep?
- Yes: now I am no longer wretched thrall,
- My long captivity and moanings all
- Are but a slime, a thin-pervading scum,
- The which I breathe away, and thronging come
- Like things of yesterday my youthful pleasures.
-
- "I touch'd no lute, I sang not, trod no measures:
- I was a lonely youth on desert shores.
- My sports were lonely, 'mid continuous roars,
- And craggy isles, and sea-mew's plaintive cry
- Plaining discrepant between sea and sky.
- Dolphins were still my playmates; shapes unseen
- Would let me feel their scales of gold and green,
- Nor be my desolation; and, full oft,
- When a dread waterspout had rear'd aloft
- Its hungry hugeness, seeming ready ripe
- To burst with hoarsest thunderings, and wipe
- My life away like a vast sponge of fate,
- Some friendly monster, pitying my sad state,
- Has dived to its foundations, gulph'd it down,
- And left me tossing safely. But the crown
- Of all my life was utmost quietude:
- More did I love to lie in cavern rude,
- Keeping in wait whole days for Neptune's voice,
- And if it came at last, hark, and rejoice!
- There blush'd no summer eve but I would steer
- My skiff along green shelving coasts, to hear
- The shepherd's pipe come clear from aery steep,
- Mingled with ceaseless bleatings of his sheep:
- And never was a day of summer shine,
- But I beheld its birth upon the brine:
- For I would watch all night to see unfold
- Heaven's gates, and AEthon snort his morning gold
- Wide o'er the swelling streams: and constantly
- At brim of day-tide, on some grassy lea,
- My nets would be spread out, and I at rest.
- The poor folk of the sea-country I blest
- With daily boon of fish most delicate:
- They knew not whence this bounty, and elate
- Would strew sweet flowers on a sterile beach.
-
- "Why was I not contented? Wherefore reach
- At things which, but for thee, O Latmian!
- Had been my dreary death? Fool! I began
- To feel distemper'd longings: to desire
- The utmost privilege that ocean's sire
- Could grant in benediction: to be free
- Of all his kingdom. Long in misery
- I wasted, ere in one extremest fit
- I plung'd for life or death. To interknit
- One's senses with so dense a breathing stuff
- Might seem a work of pain; so not enough
- Can I admire how crystal-smooth it felt,
- And buoyant round my limbs. At first I dwelt
- Whole days and days in sheer astonishment;
- Forgetful utterly of self-intent;
- Moving but with the mighty ebb and flow.
- Then, like a new fledg'd bird that first doth show
- His spreaded feathers to the morrow chill,
- I tried in fear the pinions of my will.
- 'Twas freedom! and at once I visited
- The ceaseless wonders of this ocean-bed.
- No need to tell thee of them, for I see
- That thou hast been a witness- it must be-
- For these I know thou canst not feel a drouth,
- By the melancholy corners of that mouth.
- So I will in my story straightway pass
- To more immediate matter. Woe, alas!
- That love should be my bane! Ah, Scylla fair!
- Why did poor Glaucus ever- ever dare
- To sue thee to his heart? Kind stranger- youth!
- I lov'd her to the very white of truth,
- And she would not conceive it. Timid thing!
- She fled me swift as sea-bird on the wing,
- Round every isle, and point, and promontory,
- From where large Hercules wound up his story
- Far as Egyptian Nile. My passion grew
- The more, the more I saw her dainty hue
- Gleam delicately through the azure clear:
- Until 'twas too fierce agony to bear;
- And in that agony, across my grief
- It flash'd, that Circe might find some relief-
- Cruel enchantress! So above the water
- I rear'd my head, and look'd for Phoebus' daughter,
- AEaea's isle was wondering at the moon:-
- It seem'd to whirl around me, and a swoon
- Left me dead-drifting to that fatal power.
-
- "When I awoke, 'twas in a twilight bower;
- Just when the light of morn, with hum of bees,
- Stole through its verdurous matting of fresh trees.
- How sweet, and sweeter! for I heard a lyre,
- And over it a sighing voice expire.
- It ceased- I caught light footsteps; and anon
- The fairest face that morn e'er look'd upon
- Push'd through a screen of roses. Starry Jove!
- With tears, and smiles, and honey-words she wove
- A net whose thraldom was more bliss than all
- The range of flower'd Elysium. Thus did fall
- The dew of her rich speech: 'Ah! Art awake?
- 'O let me hear thee speak, for Cupid's sake!
- 'I am so oppress'd with joy! Why, I have shed
- 'An urn of tears, as though thou wert cold dead;
- 'And now I find thee living, I will pour
- 'From these devoted eyes their silver store,
- 'Until exhausted of the latest drop,
- 'So it will pleasure thee, and force thee stop
- 'Here, that I too may live: but if beyond
- 'Such cool and sorrowful offerings, thou art fond
- 'Of soothing warmth, of dalliance supreme;
- 'If thou art ripe to taste a long love dream;
- 'If smiles, if dimples, tongues for ardour mute,
- 'Hang in thy vision like a tempting fruit,
- 'O let me pluck it for thee.' Thus she link'd
- Her charming syllables, till indistinct
- Their music came to my o'er-sweeten'd soul;
- And then she hover'd over me, and stole
- So near, that if no nearer it had been
- This furrow'd visage thou hadst never seen.
-
- "Young man of Latmos! thus particular
- Am I, that thou may'st plainly see how far
- This fierce temptation went: and thou may'st not
- Exclaim, How then, was Scylla quite forgot?
-
- "Who could resist? Who in this universe?
- She did so breathe ambrosia; so immerse
- My fine existence in a golden clime.
- She took me like a child of suckling time,
- And cradled me in roses. Thus condemn'd,
- The current of my former life was stemm'd,
- And to this arbitrary queen of sense
- I bow'd a tranced vassal: nor would thence
- Have mov'd, even though Amphion's harp had woo'd
- Me back to Scylla o'er the billows rude.
- For as Apollo each eve doth devise
- A new appareling for western skies;
- So every eve, nay every spendthrift hour
- Shed balmy consciousness within that bower.
- And I was free of haunts umbrageous;
- Could wander in the mazy forest-house
- Of squirrels, foxes shy, and antler'd deer,
- And birds from coverts innermost and drear
- Warbling for very joy mellifluous sorrow-
- To me new born delights!
-
- "Now let me borrow,
- For moments few, a temperament as stern
- As Pluto's sceptre, that my words not burn
- These uttering lips, while I in calm speech tell
- How specious heaven was changed to real hell.
-
- "One morn she left me sleeping: half awake
- I sought for her smooth arms and lips, to slake
- My greedy thirst with nectarous camel-draughts;
- But she was gone. Whereat the barbed shafts
- Of disappointment stuck in me so sore,
- That out I ran and search'd the forest o'er.
- Wandering about in pine and cedar gloom
- Damp awe assail'd me; for there 'gan to boom
- A sound of moan, an agony of sound,
- Sepulchral from the distance all around.
- Then came a conquering earth-thunder, and rumbled
- That fierce complain to silence: while I stumbled
- Down a precipitous path, as if impell'd.
- I came to a dark valley.- Groanings swell'd
- Poisonous about my ears, and louder grew,
- The nearer I approach'd a flame's gaunt blue,
- That glar'd before me through a thorny brake.
- This fire, like the eye of gordian snake,
- Bewitch'd me towards; and I soon was near
- A sight too fearful for the feel of fear:
- In thicket hid I curs'd the haggard scene-
- The banquet of my arms, my arbour queen,
- Seated upon an uptorn forest root;
- And all around her shapes, wizard and brute,
- Laughing, and wailing, groveling, serpenting,
- Showing tooth, tusk, and venom-bag, and sting!
- O such deformities! Old Charon's self,
- Should he give up awhile his penny pelf,
- And take a dream 'mong rushes Stygian,
- It could not be so phantasied. Fierce, wan,
- And tyrannizing was the lady's look,
- As over them a gnarled staff she shook.
- Oft-times upon the sudden she laugh'd out,
- And from a basket emptied to the rout
- Clusters of grapes, the which they raven'd quick
- And roar'd for more; with many a hungry lick
- About their shaggy jaws. Avenging, slow,
- Anon she took a branch of mistletoe,
- And emptied on't a black dull-gurgling phial:
- Groan'd one and all, as if some piercing trial
- Was sharpening for their pitiable bones.
- She lifted up the charm: appealing groans
- From their poor breasts went sueing to her ear
- In vain; remorseless as an infant's bier
- She whisk'd against their eyes the sooty oil.
- Whereat was heard a noise of painful toil,
- Increasing gradual to a tempest rage,
- Shrieks, yells, and groans of torture-pilgrimage;
- Until their grieved bodies 'gan to bloat
- And puff from the tail's end to stifled throat:
- Then was appalling silence: then a sight
- More wildering than all that hoarse affright;
- For the whole herd, as by a whirlwind writhen,
- Went through the dismal air like one huge Python
- Antagonizing Boreas,- and so vanish'd.
- Yet there was not a breath of wind: she banish'd
- These phantoms with a nod. Lo! from the dark
- Came waggish fauns, and nymphs, and satyrs stark,
- With dancing and loud revelry,- and went
- Swifter than centaurs after rapine bent.-
- Sighing an elephant appear'd and bow'd
- Before the fierce witch, speaking thus aloud
- In human accent: 'Potent goddess! chief
- 'Of pains resistless! make my being brief,
- 'Or let me from this heavy prison fly:
- 'Or give me to the air, or let me die!
- 'I sue not for my happy crown again;
- 'I sue not for my phalanx on the plain;
- 'I sue not for my lone, my widow'd wife;
- 'I sue not for my ruddy drops of life,
- 'My children fair, my lovely girls and boys!
- 'I will forget them; I will pass these joys;
- 'Ask nought so heavenward, so too- too high:
- 'Only I pray, as fairest boon, to die,
- 'Or be deliver'd from this cumbrous flesh,
- 'From this gross, detestable, filthy mesh,
- 'And merely given to the cold bleak air.
- 'Have mercy, Goddess! Circe, feel my prayer!'
-
- "That curst magician's name fell icy numb
- Upon my wild conjecturing: truth had come
- Naked and sabre-like against my heart.
- I saw a fury whetting a death-dart;
- And my slain spirit, overwrought with fright,
- Fainted away in that dark lair of night.
- Think, my deliverer, how desolate
- My waking must have been! disgust, and hate,
- And terrors manifold divided me
- A spoil amongst them. I prepar'd to flee
- Into the dungeon core of that wild wood:
- I fled three days- when lo! before me stood
- Glaring the angry witch. O Dis, even now,
- A clammy dew is beading on my brow,
- At mere remembering her pale laugh, and curse.
- 'Ha! ha! Sir Dainty! there must be a nurse
- 'Made of rose leaves and thistledown, express,
- 'To cradle thee my sweet, and lull thee: yes,
- 'I am too flinty-hard for thy nice touch:
- 'My tenderest squeeze is but a giant's clutch.
- 'So, fairy-thing, it shall have lullabies
- 'Unheard of yet: and it shall still its cries
- 'Upon some breast more lilly-feminine.
- 'Oh, no- it shall not pine, and pine, and pine
- 'More than one pretty, trifling thousand years;
- 'And then 'twere pity, but fate's gentle shears
- 'Cut short its immortality. Sea-flirt!
- 'Young dove of the waters! truly I'll not hurt
- 'One hair of thine: see how I weep and sigh,
- 'That our heart-broken parting is so nigh.
- 'And must we part? Ah, yes, it must be so.
- 'Yet ere thou leavest me in utter woe,
- 'Let me sob over thee my last adieus,
- 'And speak a blessing: Mark me! Thou hast thews
- 'Immortal, for thou art of heavenly race:
- 'But such a love is mine, that here I chace
- 'Eternally away from thee all bloom
- 'Of youth, and destine thee towards a tomb.
- 'Hence shalt thou quickly to the watery vast;
- 'And there, ere many days be overpast,
- 'Disabled age shall seize thee; and even then
- 'Thou shalt not go the way of aged men;
- 'But live and wither, cripple and still breathe
- 'Ten hundred years: which gone, I then bequeath
- 'Thy fragile bones to unknown burial.
- 'Adieu, sweet love, adieu!'- As shot stars fall,
- She fled ere I could groan for mercy. Stung
- And poison'd was my spirit: despair sung
- A war-song of defiance 'gainst all hell.
- A hand was at my shoulder to compel
- My sullen steps; another 'fore my eyes
- Moved on with pointed finger. In this guise
- Enforced, at the last by ocean's foam
- I found me; by my fresh, my native home.
- Its tempering coolness, to my life akin,
- Came salutary as I waded in;
- And, with a blind voluptuous rage, I gave
- Battle to the swollen billow-ridge, and drave
- Large froth before me, while there yet remain'd
- Hale strength, nor from my bones all marrow drain'd.
-
- "Young lover, I must weep- such hellish spite
- With dry cheek who can tell? While thus my might
- Proving upon this element, dismay'd,
- Upon a dead thing's face my hand I laid;
- I look'd- 'twas Scylla! Cursed, cursed Circe!
- O vulture-witch, hast never heard of mercy?
- Could not thy harshest vengeance be content,
- But thou must nip this tender innocent
- Because I lov'd her?- Cold, O cold indeed
- Were her fair limbs, and like a common weed
- The sea-swell took her hair. Dead as she was
- I clung about her waist, nor ceas'd to pass
- Fleet as an arrow through unfathom'd brine,
- Until there shone a fabric crystalline,
- Ribb'd and inlaid with coral, pebble, and pearl.
- Headlong I darted; at one eager swirl
- Gain'd its bright portal, enter'd, and behold!
- 'Twas vast, and desolate, and icy-cold;
- And all around- But wherefore this to thee
- Who in few minutes more thyself shalt see?-
- I left poor Scylla in a niche and fled.
- My fever'd parchings up, my scathing dread
- Met palsy half way: soon these limbs became
- Gaunt, wither'd, sapless, feeble, cramp'd, and lame.
-
- "Now let me pass a cruel, cruel space,
- Without one hope, without one faintest trace
- Of mitigation, or redeeming bubble
- Of colour'd phantasy; for I fear 'twould trouble
- Thy brain to loss of reason: and next tell
- How a restoring chance came down to quell
- One half of the witch in me.
-
- "On a day,
- Sitting upon a rock above the spray,
- I saw grow up from the horizon's brink
- A gallant vessel: soon she seem'd to sink
- Away from me again, as though her course
- Had been resum'd in spite of hindering force-
- So vanish'd: and not long, before arose
- Dark clouds, and muttering of winds morose.
- Old AEolus would stifle his mad spleen,
- But could not: therefore all the billows green
- Toss'd up the silver spume against the clouds.
- The tempest came: I saw that vessel's shrouds
- In perilous bustle; while upon the deck
- Stood trembling creatures. I beheld the wreck;
- The final gulphing; the poor struggling souls:
- I heard their cries amid loud thunder-rolls.
- O they had all been sav'd but crazed eld
- Annull'd my vigorous cravings: and thus quell'd
- And curb'd, think on't, O Latmian! did I sit
- Writhing with pity, and a cursing fit
- Against that hell-born Circe. The crew had gone,
- By one and one, to pale oblivion;
- And I was gazing on the surges prone,
- With many a scalding tear and many a groan,
- When at my feet emerg'd an old man's hand,
- Grasping this scroll, and this same slender wand.
- I knelt with pain- reach'd out my hand- had grasp'd
- These treasures- touch'd the knuckles- they unclasp'd-
- I caught a finger: but the downward weight
- O'erpowered me- it sank. Then 'gan abate
- The storm, and through chill aguish gloom outburst
- The comfortable sun. I was athirst
- To search the book, and in the warming air
- Parted its dripping leaves with eager care.
- Strange matters did it treat of, and drew on
- My soul page after page, till well-nigh won
- Into forgetfulness; when, stupefied,
- I read these words, and read again, and tried
- My eyes against the heavens, and read again.
- O what a load of misery and pain
- Each Atlas-line bore off!- a shine of hope
- Came gold around me, cheering me to cope
- Strenuous with hellish tyranny. Attend!
- For thou hast brought their promise to an end.
-
- "In the wide sea there lives a forlorn wretch,
- Doom'd with enfeebled carcase to outstretch
- His loath'd existence through ten centuries,
- And then to die alone. Who can devise
- A total opposition? No one. So
- One million times ocean must ebb and flow,
- And he oppressed. Yet he shall not die,
- These things accomplish'd:- If he utterly
- Scans all the depths of magic, and expounds
- The meanings of all motions, shapes and sounds;
- If he explores all forms and substances
- Straight homeward to their symbol-essences;
- He shall not die. Moreover, and in chief,
- He must pursue this task of joy and grief
- Most piously;- all lovers tempest-tost,
- And in the savage overwhelming lost,
- He shall deposit side by side, until
- Time's creeping shall the dreary space fulfil:
- Which done, and all these labours ripened,
- A youth, by heavenly power lov'd and led,
- Shall stand before him; whom he shall direct
- How to consummate all. The youth elect
- Must do the thing, or both will be destroy'd."-
-
- "Then," cried the young Endymion, overjoy'd,
- "We are twin brothers in this destiny!
- Say, I intreat thee, what achievement high
- Is, in this restless world, for me reserv'd.
- What! if from thee my wandering feet had swerv'd,
- Had we both perish'd?"- "Look!" the sage replied,
- "Dost thou not mark a gleaming through the tide,
- Of diverse brilliances? 'tis the edifice
- I told thee of, where lovely Scylla lies;
- And where I have enshrined piously
- All lovers, whom fell storms have doom'd to die
- Throughout my bondage." Thus discoursing, on
- They went till unobscur'd the porches shone;
- Which hurryingly they gain'd, and enter'd straight.
- Sure never since king Neptune held his state
- Was seen such wonder underneath the stars.
- Turn to some level plain where haughty Mars
- Has legion'd all his battle; and behold
- How every soldier, with firm foot, doth hold
- His even breast: see, many steeled squares,
- And rigid ranks of iron-whence who dares
- One step? Imagine further, line by line,
- These warrior thousands on the field supine:-
- So in that crystal place, in silent rows,
- Poor lovers lay at rest from joys and woes.-
- The stranger from the mountains, breathless, trac'd
- Such thousands of shut eyes in order plac'd;
- Such ranges of white feet, and patient lips
- All ruddy,- for here death no blossom nips.
- He mark'd their brows and foreheads; saw their hair
- Put sleekly on one side with nicest care;
- And each one's gentle wrists, with reverence,
- Put cross-wise to its heart.
-
- "Let us commence,"
- Whisper'd the guide, stuttering with joy, "even now."
- He spake, and, trembling like an aspen-bough,
- Began to tear his scroll in pieces small,
- Uttering the while some mumblings funeral.
- He tore it into pieces small as snow
- That drifts unfeather'd when bleak northerns blow;
- And having done it, took his dark blue cloak
- And bound it round Endymion: then struck
- His wand against the empty air times nine.-
- "What more there is to do, young man, is thine:
- But first a little patience; first undo
- This tangled thread, and wind it to a clue.
- Ah, gentle! 'tis as weak as spider's skein;
- And shouldst thou break it- What, is it done so clean?
- A power overshadows thee! O, brave!
- The spite of hell is tumbling to its grave.
- Here is a shell; 'tis pearly blank to me,
- Nor mark'd with any sign or charactery-
- Canst thou read aught? O read for pity's sake!
- Olympus! we are safe! Now, Carian, break
- This wand against yon lyre on the pedestal."
-
- 'Twas done: and straight with sudden swell and fall
- Sweet music breath'd her soul away, and sigh'd
- A lullaby to silence.- "Youth! now strew
- These minced leaves on me, and passing through
- Those files of dead, scatter the same around,
- And thou wilt see the issue."- 'Mid the sound
- Of flutes and viols, ravishing his heart,
- Endymion from Glaucus stood apart,
- And scatter'd in his face some fragments light.
- How lightning-swift the change! a youthful wight
- Smiling beneath a coral diadem,
- Out-sparkling sudden like an upturn'd gem,
- Appear'd, and, stepping to a beauteous corse,
- Kneel'd down beside it, and with tenderest force
- Press'd its cold hand, and wept,- and Scylla sigh'd!
- Endymion, with quick hand, the charm applied-
- The nymph arose: he left them to their joy,
- And onward went upon his high employ,
- Showering those powerful fragments on the dead.
- And, as he pass'd, each lifted up its head,
- As doth a flower at Apollo's touch.
- Death felt it to his inwards: 'twas too much:
- Death fell a weeping in his charnel-house.
- The Latmian persever'd along, and thus
- All were re-animated. There arose
- A noise of harmony, pulses and throes
- Of gladness in the air- while many, who
- Had died in mutual arms devout and true,
- Sprang to each other madly; and the rest
- Felt a high certainty of being blest.
- They gaz'd upon Endymion. Enchantment
- Grew drunken, and would have its head and bent.
- Delicious symphonies, like airy flowers,
- Budded, and swell'd, and, full-blown, shed full showers
- Of light, soft, unseen leaves of sounds divine.
- The two deliverers tasted a pure wine
- Of happiness, from fairy-press ooz'd out.
- Speechless they eyed each other, and about
- The fair assembly wander'd to and fro,
- Distracted with the richest overflow
- Of joy that ever pour'd from heaven.
-
- -"Away!"
- Shouted the new born god; "Follow, and pay
- Our piety to Neptunus supreme!"-
- Then Scylla, blushing sweetly from her dream,
- They led on first, bent to her meek surprise,
- Through portal columns of a giant size,
- Into the vaulted, boundless emerald.
- Joyous all follow'd as the leader call'd,
- Down marble steps; pouring as easily
- As hour-glass sand,- and fast, as you might see
- Swallows obeying the south summer's call,
- Or swans upon a gentle waterfall.
-
- Thus went that beautiful multitude, nor far,
- Ere from among some rocks of glittering spar,
- Just within ken, they saw descending thick
- Another multitude. Whereat more quick
- Moved either host. On a wide sand they met,
- And of those numbers every eye was wet;
- For each their old love found. A murmuring rose,
- Like what was never heard in all the throes
- Of wind and waters: 'tis past human wit
- To tell; 'tis dizziness to think of it.
-
- This mighty consummation made, the host
- Mov'd on for many a league; and gain'd, and lost
- Huge sea-marks; vanward swelling in array,
- And from the rear diminishing away,-
- Till a faint dawn surpris'd them. Glaucus cried,
- "Behold! behold, the palace of his pride!
- God Neptune's palaces!" With noise increas'd,
- They shoulder'd on towards that brightening east.
- At every onward step proud domes arose
- In prospect,- diamond gleams, and golden glows
- Of amber 'gainst their faces levelling.
- Joyous, and many as the leaves in spring,
- Still onward; still the splendour gradual swell'd.
- Rich opal domes were seen, on high upheld
- By jasper pillars, letting through their shafts
- A blush of coral. Copious wonder-draughts
- Each gazer drank; and deeper drank more near.
- For what poor mortals fragment up, as mere
- As marble was there lavish, to the vast
- Of one fair palace, that far far surpass'd,
- Even for common bulk, those olden three,
- Memphis, and Babylon, and Nineveh.
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- As large, as bright, as colour'd as the bow
- Of Iris, when unfading it doth show
- Beyond a silvery shower, was the arch
- Through which this Paphian army took its march,
- Into the outer courts of Neptune's state:
- Whence could be seen, direct, a golden gate,
- To which the leaders sped; but not half raught
- Ere it burst open swift as fairy thought,
- And made those dazzled thousands veil their eyes
- Like callow eagles at the first sunrise.
- Soon with an eagle nativeness their gaze
- Ripe from hue-golden swoons took all the blaze,
- And then, behold! large Neptune on his throne
- Of emerald deep: yet not exalt alone;
- At his right hand stood winged Love, and on
- His left sat smiling Beauty's paragon.
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- Far as the mariner on highest mast
- Can see all round upon the calmed vast,
- So wide was Neptune's hall: and as the blue
- Doth vault the waters, so the waters drew
- Their doming curtains, high, magnificent,
- Aw'd from the throne aloof;- and when storm-rent
- Disclos'd the thunder-gloomings in Jove's air;
- But sooth'd as now, flash'd sudden everywhere,
- Noiseless, sub-marine cloudlets, glittering
- Death to a human eye: for there did spring
- From natural west, and east, and south, and north,
- A light as of four sunsets, blazing forth
- A gold-green zenith 'bove the Sea-God's head.
- Of lucid depth the floor, and far outspread
- As breezeless lake, on which the slim canoe
- Of feather'd Indian darts about, as through
- The delicatest air: air verily,
- But for the portraiture of clouds and sky:
- This palace floor breath-air,- but for the amaze
- Of deep-seen wonders motionless,- and blaze
- Of the dome pomp, reflected in extremes,
- Globing a golden sphere.
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- They stood in dreams
- Till Triton blew his horn. The palace rang;
- The Nereids danc'd; the Syrens faintly sang;
- And the great Sea-King bow'd his dripping head.
- Then Love took wing, and from his pinions shed
- On all the multitude a nectarous dew.
- The ooze-born Goddess beckoned and drew
- Fair Scylla and her guides to conference;
- And when they reach'd the throned eminence
- She kist the sea-nymph's cheek,- who sat her down
- A toying with the doves. Then,- "Mighty crown
- And sceptre of this kingdom!" Venus said,
- "Thy vows were on a time to Nais paid:
- Behold!"- Two copious tear-drops instant fell
- From the God's large eyes; he smil'd delectable,
- And over Glaucus held his blessing hands.-
- "Endymion! Ah! still wandering in the bands
- Of love? Now this is cruel. Since the hour
- I met thee in earth's bosom, all my power
- Have I put forth to serve thee. What, not yet
- Escap'd from dull mortality's harsh net?
- A little patience, youth! 'twill not be long,
- Or I am skilless quite: an idle tongue,
- A humid eye, and steps luxurious,
- Where these are new and strange, are ominous.
- Aye, I have seen these signs in one of heaven,
- When others were all blind: and were I given
- To utter secrets, haply I might say
- Some pleasant words:- but Love will have his day.
- So wait awhile expectant. Pr'ythee soon,
- Even in the passing of thine honey-moon,
- Visit thou my Cythera: thou wilt find
- Cupid well-natured, my Adonis kind;
- And pray persuade with thee- Ah, I have done,
- All blisses be upon thee, my sweet son!"-
- Thus the fair goddess: While Endymion
- Knelt to receive those accents halcyon.
-
- Meantime a glorious revelry began
- Before the Water-Monarch. Nectar ran
- In courteous fountains to all cups outreach'd;
- And plunder'd vines, teeming exhaustless, pleach'd
- New growth about each shell and pendent lyre;
- The which, in disentangling for their fire,
- Pull'd down fresh foliage and coverture
- For dainty toying. Cupid, empire-sure,
- Flutter'd and laugh'd, and oft-times through the throng
- Made a delightful way. Then dance, and song,
- And garlanding grew wild; and pleasure reign'd.
- In harmless tendril they each other chain'd,
- And strove who should be smother'd deepest in
- Fresh crush of leaves.
-
- O 'tis a very sin
- For one so weak to venture his poor verse
- In such a place as this. O do not curse,
- High Muses! let him hurry to the ending.
-
- All suddenly were silent. A soft blending
- Of dulcet instruments came charmingly;
- And then a hymn.
-
- "King of the stormy sea!
- Brother of Jove, and co-inheritor
- Of elements! Eternally before
- Thee the waves awful bow. Fast, stubborn rock,
- At thy fear'd trident shrinking, doth unlock
- Its deep foundations, hissing into foam.
- All mountain-rivers, lost in the wide home
- Of thy capacious bosom, ever flow.
- Thou frownest, and old AEeolus thy foe
- Skulks to his cavern, 'mid the gruff complaint
- Of all his rebel tempests. Dark clouds faint
- When, from thy diadem, a silver gleam
- Slants over blue dominion. Thy bright team
- Gulphs in the morning light, and scuds along
- To bring thee nearer to that golden song
- Apollo singeth, while his chariot
- Waits at the doors of heaven. Thou art not
- For scenes like this: an empire stern hast thou;
- And it hath furrow'd that large front: yet now,
- As newly come of heaven, dost thou sit
- To blend and interknit
- Subdued majesty with this glad time.
- O shell-borne King sublime!
- We lay our hearts before thee evermore-
- We sing, and we adore!
-
- "Breathe softly, flutes;
- Be tender of your strings, ye soothing lutes;
- Nor be the trumpet heard! O vain, O vain;
- Not flowers budding in an April rain,
- Nor breath of sleeping dove, nor river's flow,-
- No, nor the AEolian twang of Love's own bow,
- Can mingle music fit for the soft ear
- Of goddess Cytherea!
- Yet deign, white Queen of Beauty, thy fair eyes
- On our souls' sacrifice.
-
- "Bright-winged Child!
- Who has another care when thou hast smil'd?
- Unfortunates on earth, we see at last
- All death-shadows, and glooms that overcast
- Our spirits, fann'd away by thy light pinions.
- O sweetest essence! sweetest of all minions!
- God of warm pulses, and dishevell'd hair,
- And panting bosoms bare!
- Dear unseen light in darkness! eclipser
- Of light in light! delicious poisoner!
- Thy venom'd goblet will we quaff until
- We fill- we fill!
- And by thy Mother's lips-"
-
- Was heard no more
- For clamour, when the golden palace door
- Opened again, and from without, in shone
- A new magnificence. On oozy throne
- Smooth-moving came Oceanus the old,
- To take a latest glimpse at his sheep-fold,
- Before he went into his quiet cave
- To muse for ever- Then a lucid wave,
- Scoop'd from its trembling sisters of mid-sea,
- Afloat, and pillowing up the majesty
- Of Doris, and the AEgean seer, her spouse-
- Next, on a dolphin, clad in laurel boughs,
- Theban Amphion leaning on his lute:
- His fingers went across it- All were mute
- To gaze on Amphitrite, queen of pearls,
- And Thetis pearly too.-
-
- The palace whirls
- Around giddy Endymion; seeing he
- Was there far strayed from mortality.
- He could not bear it- shut his eyes in vain;
- Imagination gave a dizzier pain.
- "O I shall die! sweet Venus, be my stay!
- Where is my lovely mistress? Well-away!
- I die- I hear her voice- I feel my wing-"
- At Neptune's feet he sank. A sudden ring
- Of Nereids were about him, in kind strife
- To usher back his spirit into life:
- But still he slept. At last they interwove
- Their cradling arms, and purpos'd to convey
- Towards a crystal bower far away.
-
- Lo! while slow carried through the pitying crowd,
- To his inward senses these words spake aloud;
- Written in star-light on the dark above:
- Dearest Endymion! my entire love!
- How have I dwelt in fear of fate: 'tis done-
- Immortal bliss for me too hast thou won.
- Arise then! for the hen-dove shall not hatch
- Her ready eggs, before I'll kissing snatch
- Thee into endless heaven. Awake! awake!
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- The youth at once arose: a placid lake
- Came quiet to his eyes; and forest green,
- Cooler than all the wonders he had seen,
- Lull'd with its simple song his fluttering breast.
- How happy once again in grassy nest!
- BOOK IV.
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- Muse of my native land! loftiest Muse!
- O first-born on the mountains! by the hues
- Of heaven on the spiritual air begot:
- Long didst thou sit alone in northern grot,
- While yet our England was a wolfish den;
- Before our forests heard the talk of men;
- Before the first of Druids was a child;-
- Long didst thou sit amid our regions wild
- Rapt in a deep prophetic solitude.
- There came an eastern voice of solemn mood
- Yet wast thou patient. Then sang forth the Nine,
- Apollo's garland:- yet didst thou divine
- Such home-bred glory, that they cry'd in vain,
- "Come hither, Sister of the Island!" Plain
- Spake fair Ausonia; and once more she spake
- A higher summons:- still didst thou betake
- Thee to thy native hopes. O thou hast won
- A full accomplishment! The thing is done,
- Which undone, these our latter days had risen
- On barren souls. Great Muse, thou know'st what prison,
- Of flesh and bone, curbs, and confines, and frets
- Our spirit's wings: despondency besets
- Our pillows; and the fresh to-morrow morn
- Seems to give forth its light in very scorn
- Of our dull, uninspired, snail-paced lives.
- Long have I said, how happy he who shrives
- To thee! But then I thought on poets gone,
- And could not pray:- nor could I now- so on
- I move to the end in lowliness of heart.-
-
- "Ah, woe is me! that I should fondly part
- From my dear native land! Ah, foolish maid!
- Glad was the hour, when, with thee, myriads bade
- Adieu to Ganges and their pleasant fields!
- To one so friendless the clear freshet yields
- A bitter coolness; the ripe grape is sour:
- Yet I would have, great gods! but one short hour
- Of native air- let me but die at home."
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- Endymion to heaven's airy dome
- Was offering up a hecatomb of vows,
- When these words reach'd him. Whereupon he bows
- His head through thorny-green entanglement
- Of underwood, and to the sound is bent,
- Anxious as hind towards her hidden fawn.
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- "Is no one near to help me? No fair dawn
- Of life from charitable voice? No sweet saying
- To set my dull and sadden'd spirit playing?
- No hand to toy with mine? No lips so sweet
- That I may worship them? No eyelids meet
- To twinkle on my bosom? No one dies
- Before me, till from these enslaving eyes
- Redemption sparkles!- I am sad and lost."
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- Thou, Carian lord, hadst better have been tost
- Into a whirlpool. Vanish into air,
- Warm mountaineer! for canst thou only bear
- A woman's sigh alone and in distress?
- See not her charms! Is Phoebe passionless?
- Phoebe is fairer far- O gaze no more:-
- Yet if thou wilt behold all beauty's store,
- Behold her panting in the forest grass!
- Do not those curls of glossy jet surpass
- For tenderness the arms so idly lain
- Amongst them? Feelest not a kindred pain,
- To see such lovely eyes in swimming search
- After some warm delight, that seems to perch
- Dovelike in the dim cell lying beyond
- Their upper lids?- Hist!
-
- "O for Hermes' wand,
- To touch this flower into human shape!
- That woodland Hyacinthus could escape
- From his green prison, and here kneeling down
- Call me his queen, his second life's fair crown!
- Ah me, how I could love!- My soul doth melt
- For the unhappy youth- Love! I have felt
- So faint a kindness, such a meek surrender
- To what my own full thoughts had made too tender,
- That but for tears my life had fled away!-
- Ye deaf and senseless minutes of the day,
- And thou, old forest, hold ye this for true,
- There is no lightning, no authentic dew
- But in the eye of love: there's not a sound,
- Melodious howsoever, can confound
- The heavens and earth in one to such a death
- As doth the voice of love: there's not a breath
- Will mingle kindly with the meadow air,
- Till it has panted round, and stolen a share
- Of passion from the heart!"-
-
- Upon a bough
- He leant, wretched. He surely cannot now
- Thirst for another love: O impious,
- That he can ever dream upon it thus!-
- Thought he, "Why am I not as are the dead,
- Since to a woe like this I have been led
- Through the dark earth, and through the wondrous sea?
- Goddess! I love thee not the less: from thee
- By Juno's smile I turn not- no, no, no-
- While the great waters are at ebb and flow.-
- I have a triple soul! O fond pretence-
- For both, for both my love is so immense,
- I feel my heart is cut for them in twain."
-
- And so he groan'd, as one by beauty slain.
- The lady's heart beat quick, and he could see
- Her gentle bosom heave tumultuously.
- He sprang from his green covert: there she lay,
- Sweet as a muskrose upon new-made hay;
- With all her limbs on tremble, and her eyes
- Shut softly up alive. To speak he tries.
- "Fair damsel, pity me! forgive that I
- Thus violate thy bower's sanctity!
- O pardon me, for I am full of grief-
- Grief born of thee, young angel! fairest thief!
- Who stolen hast away the wings wherewith
- I was to top the heavens. Dear maid, sith
- Thou art my executioner, and I feel
- Loving and hatred, misery and weal,
- Will in a few short hours be nothing to me,
- And all my story that much passion slew me;
- Do smile upon the evening of my days:
- And, for my tortur'd brain begins to craze,
- Be thou my nurse; and let me understand
- How dying I shall kiss that lilly hand.-
- Dost weep for me? Then should I be content.
- Scowl on, ye fates! until the firmament
- Outblackens Erebus, and the full-cavern'd earth
- Crumbles into itself. By the cloud girth
- Of Jove, those tears have given me a thirst
- To meet oblivion."- As her heart would burst
- The maiden sobb'd awhile, and then replied:
- "Why must such desolation betide
- As that thou speak'st of? Are not these green nooks
- Empty of all misfortune? Do the brooks
- Utter a gorgon voice? Does yonder thrush,
- Schooling its half-fledg'd little ones to brush
- About the dewy forest, whisper tales?-
- Speak not of grief, young stranger, or cold snails
- Will slime the rose to night. Though if thou wilt,
- Methinks 'twould be a guilt- a very guilt-
- Not to companion thee, and sigh away
- The light- the dusk- the dark- till break of day!"
- "Dear lady," said Endymion, "'tis past:
- I love thee! and my days can never last.
- That I may pass in patience still speak:
- Let me have music dying, and I seek
- No more delight- I bid adieu to all.
- Didst thou not after other climates call,
- And murmur about Indian streams?"- Then she,
- Sitting beneath the midmost forest tree,
- For pity sang this roundelay-
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- "O Sorrow,
- Why dost borrow
- The natural hue of health, from vermeil lips?-
- To give maiden blushes
- To the white rose bushes?
- Or is't thy dewy hand the daisy tips?
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- "O Sorrow,
- Why dost borrow
- The lustrous passion from a falcon-eye?-
- To give the glow-worm light?
- Or, on a moonless night,
- To tinge, on syren shores, the salt sea-spry
-
- "O Sorrow,
- Why dost borrow
- The mellow ditties from a mourning tongue?-
- To give at evening pale
- Unto the nightingale,
- That thou mayst listen the cold dews among?
-
- "O Sorrow,
- Why dost borrow
- Heart's lightness from the merriment of May?-
- A lover would not tread
- A cowslip on the head,
- Though he should dance from eve till peep of day-
- Nor any drooping flower
- Held sacred for thy bower,
- Wherever he may sport himself and play.
-
- "To Sorrow,
- I bade good-morrow,
- And thought to leave her far away behind;
- But cheerly, cheerly,
- She loves me dearly;
- She is so constant to me, and so kind:
- I would deceive her
- And so leave her,
- But ah! she is so constant and so kind.
-
- "Beneath my palm trees, by the river side,
- I sat a weeping: in the whole world wide
- There was no one to ask me why I wept,-
- And so I kept
- Brimming the water-lilly cups with tears
- Cold as my fears.
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- "Beneath my palm trees, by the river side,
- I sat a weeping: what enamour'd bride,
- Cheated by shadowy wooer from the clouds,
- But hides and shrouds
- Beneath dark palm trees by a river side?
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- "And as I sat, over the light blue hills
- There came a noise of revellers: the rills
- Into the wide stream came of purple hue-
- 'Twas Bacchus and his crew!
- The earnest trumpet spake, and silver thrills
- From kissing cymbals made a merry din-
- 'Twas Bacchus and his kin!
- Like to a moving vintage down they came,
- Crown'd with green leaves, and faces all on flame;
- All madly dancing through the pleasant valley,
- To scare thee, Melancholy!
- O then, O then, thou wast a simple name!
- And I forgot thee, as the berried holly
- By shepherds is forgotten, when, in June,
- Tall chesnuts keep away the sun and moon:-
- I rush'd into the folly!
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- "Within his car, aloft, young Bacchus stood,
- Trifling his ivy-dart, in dancing mood,
- With sidelong laughing;
- And little rills of crimson wine imbrued
- His plump white arms, and shoulders, enough white
- For Venus' pearly bite:
- And near him rode Silenus on his ass,
- Pelted with flowers as he on did pass
- Tipsily quaffing.
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- "Whence came ye, merry Damsels! whence came ye!
- So many, and so many, and such glee?
- Why have ye left your bowers desolate,
- Your lutes and gentler fate?-
- 'We follow Bacchus! Bacchus on the wing,
- A conquering!
- Bacchus, young Bacchus! good or ill betide,
- We dance before him thorough kingdoms wide
- Come hither, lady fair, and joined be
- To our wild minstrelsy!'
-
- "Whence came ye, jolly Satyrs! whence came ye!
- So many, and so many, and such glee?
- Why have ye left your forest haunts, why left
- Your nuts in oak-tree cleft?-
- 'For wine, for wine we left our kernel tree;
- For wine we left our heath, and yellow brooms,
- And cold mushrooms;
- For wine we follow Bacchus through the earth;
- Great God of breathless cups and chirping mirth!-
- Come hither, lady fair, and joined be
- To our mad minstrelsy!'
-
- "Over wide streams and mountains great we went,
- And, save when Bacchus kept his ivy tent,
- Onward the tiger and the leopard pants,
- With Asian elephants:
- Onward these myriads- with song and dance,
- With zebras striped, and sleek Arabians' prance,
- Web-footed alligators, crocodiles,
- Bearing upon their scaly backs, in files,
- Plump infant laughers mimicking the coil
- Of seamen, and stout galley-rowers' toil:
- With toying oars and silken sails they glide,
- Nor care for wind and tide.
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- "Mounted on panthers' furs and lions' manes,
- From rear to van they scour about the plains;
- A three days' journey in a moment done:
- And always, at the rising of the sun,
- About the wilds they hunt with spear and horn,
- On spleenful unicorn.
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- "I saw Osirian Egypt kneel adown
- Before the vine-wreath crown!
- I saw parch'd Abyssinia rouse and sing
- To the silver cymbals' ring!
- I saw the whelming vintage hotly pierce
- Old Tartary the fierce!
- The kings of Inde their jewel-sceptres vail,
- And from their treasures scatter pearled hail;
- Great Brahma from his mystic heaven groans,
- And all his priesthood moans;
- Before young Bacchus' eye-wink turning pale.-
- Into these regions came I following him,
- Sick hearted, weary- so I took a whim
- To stray away into these forests drear
- Alone, without a peer:
- And I have told thee all thou mayest hear.
-
- "Young stranger!
- I've been a ranger
- In search of pleasure throughout every clime:
- Alas, 'tis not for me!
- Bewitch'd I sure must be,
- To lose in grieving all my maiden prime.
-
- "Come then, Sorrow!
- Sweetest Sorrow!
- Like an own babe I nurse thee on my breast:
- I thought to leave thee
- And deceive thee,
- But now of all the world I love thee best.
-
- "There is not one,
- No, no, not one
- But thee to comfort a poor lonely maid;
- Thou art her mother,
- And her brother,
- Her playmate, and her wooer in the shade."
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- O what a sigh she gave in finishing,
- And look, quite dead to every worldly thing!
- Endymion could not speak, but gazed on her;
- And listened to the wind that now did stir
- About the crisped oaks full drearily,
- Yet with as sweet a softness as might be
- Remember'd from its velvet summer song.
- At last he said: "Poor lady, how thus long
- Have I been able to endure that voice?
- Fair Melody! kind Syren! I've no choice;
- I must be thy sad servant evermore:
- I cannot choose but kneel here and adore.
- Alas, I must not think- by Phoebe, no!
- Let me not think, soft Angel! shall it be so?
- Say, beautifullest, shall I never think?
- O thou could'st foster me beyond the brink
- Of recollection! make my watchful care
- Close up its bloodshot eyes, nor see despair!
- Do gently murder half my soul, and
- Shall feel the other half so utterly!-
- I'm giddy at that cheek so fair and smooth;
- O let it blush so ever! let it soothe
- My madness! let it mantle rosy-warm
- With the tinge of love, panting in safe alarm.-
- This cannot be thy hand, and yet it is;
- And this is sure thine other softling- this
- Thine own fair bosom, and I am so near!
- Wilt fall asleep? O let me sip that tear!
- And whisper one sweet word that I may know
- This is this world- sweet dewy blossom!"- Woe!
- Woe! Woe to that Endymion! Where is he?-
- Even these words went echoing dismally
- Through the wide forest- a most fearful tone,
- Like one repenting in his latest moan;
- And while it died away a shade pass'd by,
- As of a thunder cloud. When arrows fly
- Through the thick branches, poor ring-doves sleek forth
- Their timid necks and tremble; so these both
- Leant to each other trembling, and sat so
- Waiting for some destruction- when lo,
- Foot-feather'd Mercury appear'd sublime
- Beyond the tall tree tops; and in less time
- Than shoots the slanted hail-storm, down he dropt
- Towards the ground; but rested not, nor stopt
- One moment from his home: only the sward
- He with his wand light touch'd, and heavenward
- Swifter than sight was gone- even before
- The teeming earth a sudden witness bore
- Of his swift magic. Diving swans appear
- Above the crystal circlings white and clear;
- And catch the cheated eye in wide surprise,
- How they can dive in sight and unseen rise-
- So from the turf outsprang two steeds jet-black,
- Each with large dark blue wings upon his back.
- The youth of Caria plac'd the lovely dame
- On one, and felt himself in spleen to tame
- The other's fierceness. Through the air they flew,
- High as the eagles. Like two drops of dew
- Exhal'd to Phoebus' lips, away they are gone,
- Far from the earth away- unseen, alone,
- Among cool clouds and winds, but that the free,
- The buoyant life of song can floating be
- Above their heads, and follow them untir'd.-
- Muse of my native land, am I inspir'd?
- This is the giddy air, and I must spread
- Wide pinions to keep here; nor do I dread
- Or height, or depth, or width, or any chance
- Precipitous: I have beneath my glance
- Those towering horses and their mournful freight.
- Could I thus sail, and see, and thus await
- Fearless for power of thought, without thine aid?-
-
- There is a sleepy dusk, an odorous shade
- From some approaching wonder, and behold
- Those winged steeds, with snorting nostrils bold
- Snuff at its faint extreme, and seem to tire,
- Dying to embers from their native fire!
-
- There curl'd a purple mist around them; soon,
- It seem'd as when around the pale new moon
- Sad Zephyr droops the clouds like weeping willow:
- 'Twas Sleep slow journeying with head on pillow.
- For the first time, since he came nigh dead born
- From the old womb of night, his cave forlorn
- Had he left more forlorn; for the first time,
- He felt aloof the day and morning's prime-
- Because into his depth Cimmerian
- There came a dream, showing how a young man,
- Ere a lean bat could plump its wintery skin,
- Would at high Jove's empyreal footstool win
- An immortality, and how espouse
- Jove's daughter, and be reckon'd of his house.
- Now was he slumbering towards heaven's gate,
- That he might at the threshold one hour wait
- To hear the marriage melodies, and then
- Sink downward to his dusky cave again.
- His litter of smooth semilucent mist,
- Diversely ting'd with rose and amethyst,
- Puzzled those eyes that for the centre sought;
- And scarcely for one moment could be caught
- His sluggish form reposing motionless.
- Those two on winged steeds, with all the stress
- Of vision search'd for him, as one would look
- Athwart the sallows of a river nook
- To catch a glance at silver-throated eels,-
- Or from old Skiddaw's top, when fog conceals
- His rugged forehead in a mantle pale,
- With an eye-guess towards some pleasant vale
- Descry a favourite hamlet faint and far.
-
- These raven horses, though they foster'd are
- Of earth's splenetic fire, dully drop
- Their full-vein'd ears, nostrils blood wide, and stop;
- Upon the spiritless mist have they outspread
- Their ample feathers, are in slumber dead,-
- And on those pinions, level in mid air,
- Endymion sleepeth and the lady fair.
- Slowly they sail, slowly as icy isle
- Upon a calm sea drifting: and meanwhile
- The mournful wanderer dreams. Behold! he walks
- On heaven's pavement; brotherly he talks
- To divine powers: from his hand full fain
- Juno's proud birds are pecking pearly grain:
- He tries the nerve of Phoebus' golden bow,
- And asketh where the golden apples grow:
- Upon his arm he braces Pallas' shield,
- And strives in vain to unsettle and wield
- A Jovian thunderbolt: arch Hebe brings
- A full-brimm'd goblet, dances lightly, sings
- And tantalizes long; at last he drinks,
- And lost in pleasure at her feet he sinks,
- Touching with dazzled lips her starlight hand.
- He blows a bugle,- an ethereal band
- Are visible above: the Seasons four,-
- Green-kyrtled Spring, flush Summer, golden store
- In Autumn's sickle, Winter frosty hoar,
- Join dance with shadowy Hours; while still the blast
- In swells unmitigated, still doth last
- To sway their floating morris. "Whose is this?
- Whose bugle?" he inquires; they smile- "O Dis!
- Why is this mortal here? Dost thou not know
- Its mistress' lips? Not thou?- 'Tis Dian's: lo!
- She rises crescented!" He looks, 'tis she,
- His very goddess; good-bye earth, and sea,
- And air, and pains, and care, and suffering;
- Good-bye to all but love! Then doth he spring
- Towards her, and awakes- and, strange, o'erhead,
- Of those same fragrant exhalations bred,
- Beheld awake his very dream: the gods
- Stood smiling; merry Hebe laughs and nods;
- And Phoebe bends towards him crescented.
- O state perplexing! On the pinion bed,
- Too well awake, he feels the panting side
- Of his delicious lady. He who died
- For soaring too audacious in the sun,
- When that same treacherous wax began to run,
- Felt not more tongue-tied than Endymion.
- His heart leapt up as to its rightful throne,
- To that fair shadow'd passion puls'd its way-
- Ah, what perplexity! Ah, well a day!
- So fond, so beauteous was his bed-fellow,
- He could not help but kiss her: then he grew
- Awhile forgetful of all beauty save
- Young Phoebe's, golden hair'd; and so 'gan crave
- Forgiveness: yet he turn'd once more to look
- At the sweet sleeper,- all his soul was shook,-
- She press'd his hand in slumber; so once more
- He could not help but kiss her and adore.
- At this the shadow wept, melting away.
- The Latmian started up: "Bright goddess, stay!
- Search my most hidden breast! By truth's own tongue,
- I have no daedale heart: why is it wrung
- To desperation? Is there nought for me,
- Upon the bourne of bliss, but misery?"
-
- These words awoke the stranger of dark tresses:
- Her dawning love-look rapt Endymion blesses
- With 'haviour soft. Sleep yawn'd from underneath.
- "Thou swan of Ganges, let us no more breathe
- This murky phantasm! thou contented seem'st
- Pillow'd in lovely idleness, nor dream'st
- What horrors may discomfort thee and me.
- Ah, shouldst thou die from my heart-treachery!-
- Yet did she merely weep- her gentle soul
- Hath no revenge in it: as it is whole
- In tenderness, would I were whole in love!
- Can I prize thee, fair maid, all price above,
- Even when I feel as true as innocence?
- I do, I do.- What is this soul then? Whence
- Came it? It does not seem my own, and I
- Have no self-passion or identity.
- Some fearful end must be: where, where is it?
- By Nemesis, I see my spirit flit
- Alone about the dark- Forgive me, sweet:
- Shall we away?" He rous'd the steeds: they beat
- Their wings chivalrous into the clear air,
- Leaving old Sleep within his vapoury lair.
-
- The good-night blush of eve was waning slow,
- And Vesper, risen star, began to throe
- In the dusk heavens silverly, when they
- Thus sprang direct towards the Galaxy.
- Nor did speed hinder converse soft and strange-
- Eternal oaths and vows they interchange,
- In such wise, in such temper, so aloof
- Up in the winds, beneath a starry roof,
- So witless of their doom, that verily
- 'Tis well nigh past man's search their hearts to see;
- Whether they wept, or laugh'd, or griev'd, or toy'd-
- Most like with joy gone mad, with sorrow cloy'd.
-
- Full facing their swift flight, from ebon streak,
- The moon put forth a little diamond peak,
- No bigger than an unobserved star,
- Or tiny point of fairy scymetar;
- Bright signal that she only stoop'd to tie
- Her silver sandals, ere deliciously
- She bow'd into the heavens her timid head.
- Slowly she rose, as though she would have fled,
- While to his lady meek the Carian turn'd,
- To mark if her dark eyes had yet discern'd
- This beauty in its birth- Despair! despair!
- He saw her body fading gaunt and spare
- In the cold moonshine. Straight he seiz'd her wrist;
- It melted from his grasp: her hand he kiss'd,
- And, horror! kiss'd his own- he was alone.
- Her steed a little higher soar'd, and then
- Dropt hawkwise to the earth.
-
- There lies a den,
- Beyond the seeming confines of the space
- Made for the soul to wander in and trace
- Its own existence, of remotest glooms.
- Dark regions are around it, where the tombs
- Of buried griefs the spirit sees, but scarce
- One hour doth linger weeping, for the pierce
- Of new-born woe it feels more inly smart:
- And in these regions many a venom'd dart
- At random flies; they are the proper home
- Of every ill: the man is yet to come
- Who hath not journeyed in this native hell.
- But few have ever felt how calm and well
- Sleep may be had in that deep den of all.
- There anguish does not sting; nor pleasure pall:
- Woe-hurricanes beat ever at the gate,
- Yet all is still within and desolate.
- Beset with plainful gusts, within ye hear
- No sound so loud as when on curtain'd bier
- The death-watch tick is stifled. Enter none
- Who strive therefore: on the sudden it is won.
- Just when the sufferer begins to burn,
- Then it is free to him; and from an urn,
- Still fed by melting ice, he takes a draught-
- Young Semele such richness never quaft
- In her maternal longing! Happy gloom!
- Dark Paradise! where pale becomes the bloom
- Of health by due; where silence dreariest
- Is most articulate; where hopes infest;
- Where those eyes are the brightest far that keep
- Their lids shut longest in a dreamless sleep.
- O happy spirit- home! O wondrous soul!
- Pregnant with such a den to save the whole
- In thine own depth. Hail, gentle Carian!
- For, never since thy griefs and woes began,
- Hast thou felt so content: a grievous feud
- Hath led thee to this Cave of Quietude.
- Aye, his lull'd soul was there, although upborne
- With dangerous speed: and so he did not mourn
- Because he knew not whither he was going.
- So happy was he, not the aerial blowing
- Of trumpets at clear parley from the east
- Could rouse from that fine relish, that high feast.
- They stung the feather'd horse: with fierce alarm
- He flapp'd towards the sound. Alas, no charm
- Could lift Endymion's head, or he had view'd
- A skyey mask, a pinion'd multitude,-
- And silvery was its passing: voices sweet
- Warbling the while as if to lull and greet
- The wanderer in his path. Thus warbled they,
- While past the vision went in bright array.
-
- "Who, who from Dian's feast would be away?
- For all the golden bowers of the day
- Are empty left? Who, who away would be
- From Cynthia's wedding and festivity?
- Not Hesperus: lo! upon his silver wings
- He leans away for highest heaven and sings,
- Snapping his lucid fingers merrily!-
- Ah, Zephyrus! art here, and Flora too!
- Ye tender bibbers of the rain and dew,
- Young playmates of the rose and daffodil,
- Be careful, ere ye enter in, to fill
- Your baskets high
- With fennel green, and balm, and golden pines,
- Savory, latter-mint, and columbines,
- Cool parsley, basil sweet, and sunny thyme;
- Yea, every flower and leaf of every clime,
- All gather'd in the dewy morning: hie
- Away! fly, fly!-
- Crystalline brother of the belt of heaven,
- Aquarius! to whom king Jove has given
- Two liquid pulse streams 'stead of feather'd wings,
- Two fan-like fountains,- thine illuminings
- For Dian play:
- Dissolve the frozen purity of air;
- Let thy white shoulders silvery and bare
- Show cold through water pinions; make more bright
- The Star-Queen's crescent on her marriage night:
- Haste, haste away!-
- Castor has tamed the planet Lion, see!
- And of the Bear has Pollux mastery:
- A third is in the race! who is the third
- Speeding away swift as the eagle bird?
- The ramping Centaur!
- The Lion's mane's on end: the Bear how fierce!
- The Centaur's arrow ready seems to pierce
- Some enemy: far forth his bow is bent
- Into the blue of heaven. He'll be shent,
- Pale unrelentor,
- When he shall hear the wedding lutes a playing.-
- Andromeda! sweet woman! why delaying
- So timidly among the stars: come hither!
- Join this bright throng, and nimbly follow whither
- They all are going.
- Danae's Son, before Jove newly bow'd,
- Has wept for thee, calling to Jove aloud.
- Thee, gentle lady, did he disenthral:
- Ye shall for ever live and love, for all
- Thy tears are flowing.-
- By Daphne's fright, behold Apollo!-"
-
- More
- Endymion heard not: down his steed him bore,
- Prone to the green head of a misty hill.
-
- His first touch of the earth went nigh to kill.
- "Alas!" said he, "were I but always borne
- Through dangerous winds, had but my footsteps worn
- A path in hell, for ever would I bless
- Horrors which nourish an uneasiness
- For my own sullen conquering: to him
- Who lives beyond earth's boundary, grief is dim,
- Sorrow is but a shadow: now I see
- The grass; I feel the solid ground- Ah, me!
- It is thy voice- divinest! Where?- who? who
- Left thee so quiet on this bed of dew?
- Behold upon this happy earth we are;
- Let us aye love each other; let us fare
- On forest-fruits, and never, never go
- Among the abodes of mortals here below,
- Or be by phantoms duped. O destiny!
- Into a labyrinth now my soul would fly,
- But with thy beauty will I deaden it.
- Where didst thou melt to? By thee will I sit
- For ever: let our fate stop here- a kid
- I on this spot will offer: Pan will bid
- Us live in peace, in love and peace among
- His forest wildernesses. I have clung
- To nothing, lov'd a nothing, nothing seen
- Or felt but a great dream! O I have been
- Presumptuous against love, against the sky,
- Against all elements, against the tie
- Of mortals each to each, against the blooms
- Of flowers, rush of rivers, and the tombs
- Of heroes gone! Against his proper glory
- Has my own soul conspired: so my story
- Will I to children utter, and repent.
- There never liv'd a mortal man, who bent
- His appetite beyond his natural sphere,
- But starv'd and died. My sweetest Indian, here,
- Here will I kneel, for thou redeemed hast
- My life from too thin breathing: gone and past
- Are cloudy phantasms. Caverns lone, farewell!
- And air of visions, and the monstrous swell
- Of visionary seas! No, never more
- Shall airy voices cheat me to the shore
- Of tangled wonder, breathless and aghast.
- Adieu, my daintiest Dream! although so vast
- My love is still for thee. The hour may come
- When we shall meet in pure elysium.
- On earth I may not love thee; and therefore
- Doves will I offer up, and sweetest store
- All through the teeming year: so thou wilt shine
- On me, and on this damsel fair of mine,
- And bless our silver lives. My Indian bliss!
- My river-lilly bud! one human kiss!
- One sigh of real breath- one gentle squeeze,
- Warm as a dove's nest among summer trees,
- And warm with dew at ooze from living blood!
- Whither didst melt? Ah, what of that!- all good
- We'll talk about- no more of dreaming.- Now,
- Where shall our dwelling be? Under the brow
- Of some steep mossy hill, where ivy dun
- Would hide us up, although spring leaves were none;
- And where dark yew trees, as we rustle through,
- Will drop their scarlet berry cups of dew?
- O thou wouldst joy to live in such a place;
- Dusk for our loves, yet light enough to grace
- Those gentle limbs on mossy bed reclin'd:
- For by one step the blue sky shouldst thou find,
- And by another, in deep dell below,
- See, through the trees, a little river go
- All in its mid-day gold and glimmering.
- Honey from out the gnarled hive I'll bring,
- And apples, wan with sweetness, gather thee,-
- Cresses that grow where no man may them see,
- And sorrel untorn by the dew-claw'd stag:
- Pipes will I fashion of the syrinx flag,
- That thou mayst always know whither I roam,
- When it shall please thee in our quiet home
- To listen and think of love. Still let me speak;
- Still let me dive into the joy I seek,-
- For yet the past doth prison me. The rill,
- Thou haply mayst delight in, will I fill
- With fairy fishes from the mountain tarn,
- And thou shalt feed them from the squirrel's barn.
- Its bottom will I strew with amber shells,
- And pebbles blue from deep enchanted wells.
- Its sides I'll plant with dew-sweet eglantine,
- And honeysuckles full of clear bee-wine.
- I will entice this crystal rill to trace
- Love's silver name upon the meadow's face.
- I'll kneel to Vesta, for a flame of fire;
- And to god Phoebus, for a golden lyre;
- To Empress Dian, for a hunting spear;
- To Vesper, for a taper silver-clear,
- That I may see thy beauty through the night;
- To Flora, and a nightingale shall light
- Tame on thy finger; to the River-gods,
- And they shall bring thee taper fishing-rods
- Of gold, and lines of Naiads' long bright tress.
- Heaven shield thee for thine utter loveliness!
- Thy mossy footstool shall the altar be
- 'Fore which I'll bend, bending, dear love, to thee:
- Those lips shall be my Delphos, and shall speak
- Laws to my footsteps, colour to my cheek,
- Trembling or stedfastness to this same voice,
- And of three sweetest pleasurings the choice:
- And that affectionate light, those diamond things,
- Those eyes, those passions, those supreme pearl springs,
- Shall be my grief, or twinkle me to pleasure.
- Say, is not bliss within our perfect seisure?
- O that I could not doubt!"
-
- The mountaineer
- Thus strove by fancies vain and crude to clear
- His briar'd path to some tranquillity.
- It gave bright gladness to his lady's eye,
- And yet the tears she wept were tears of sorrow;
- Answering thus, just as the golden morrow
- Beam'd upward from the vallies of the east:
- "O that the flutter of this heart had ceas'd,
- Or the sweet name of love had pass'd away.
- Young feather'd tyrant! by a swift decay
- Wilt thou devote this body to the earth:
- And I do think that at my very birth
- I lisp'd thy blooming titles inwardly;
- For at the first, first dawn and thought of thee,
- With uplift hands I blest the stars of heaven.
- Art thou not cruel? Ever have I striven
- To think thee kind, but ah, it will not do!
- When yet a child, I heard that kisses drew
- Favour from thee, and so I kisses gave
- To the void air, bidding them find out love:
- But when I came to feel how far above
- All fancy, pride, and fickle maidenhood,
- All earthly pleasure, all imagin'd good,
- Was the warm tremble of a devout kiss,-
- Even then, that moment, at the thought of this,
- Fainting I fell into a bed of flowers,
- And languish'd there three days. Ye milder powers,
- Am I not cruelly wrong'd? Believe, believe
- Me, dear Endymion, were I to weave
- With my own fancies garlands of sweet life,
- Thou shouldst be one of all. Ah, bitter strife!
- I may not be thy love: I am forbidden-
- Indeed I am- thwarted, affrighted, chidden,
- By things I trembled at, and gorgon wrath.
- Twice hast thou ask'd whither I went: henceforth
- Ask me no more! I may not utter it,
- Nor may I be thy love. We might commit
- Ourselves at once to vengeance; we might die;
- We might embrace and die: voluptuous thought!
- Enlarge not to my hunger, or I'm caught
- In trammels of perverse deliciousness.
- No, no, that shall not be: thee will I bless,
- And bid a long adieu."
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- The Carian
- No word return'd: both lovelorn, silent, wan,
- Into the vallies green together went.
- Far wandering, they were perforce content
- To sit beneath a fair lone beechen tree;
- Nor at each other gaz'd, but heavily
- Por'd on its hazle cirque of shedded leaves.
-
- Endymion! unhappy! it nigh grieves
- Me to behold thee thus in last extreme:
- Ensky'd ere this, but truly that I deem
- Truth the best music in a first-born song.
- Thy lute-voic'd brother will I sing ere long,
- And thou shalt aid- hast thou not aided me?
- Yes, moonlight Emperor! felicity
- Has been thy meed for many thousand years;
- Yet often have I, on the brink of tears,
- Mourn'd as if yet thou wert a forester;-
- Forgetting the old tale.
-
- He did not stir
- His eyes from the dead leaves, or one small pulse
- Of joy he might have felt. The spirit culls
- Unfaded amaranth, when wild it strays
- Through the old garden-ground of boyish days.
- A little onward ran the very stream
- By which he took his first soft poppy dream;
- And on the very bark 'gainst which he leant
- A crescent he had carv'd, and round it spent
- His skill in little stars. The teeming tree
- Had swollen and green'd the pious charactery,
- But not ta'en out. Why, there was not a slope
- Up which he had not fear'd the antelope;
- And not a tree, beneath whose rooty shade
- He had not with his tamed leopards play'd:
- Nor could an arrow light, or javelin,
- Fly in the air where his had never been-
- And yet he knew it not.
-
- O treachery!
- Why does his lady smile, pleasing her eye
- With all his sorrowing? He sees her not.
- But who so stares on him? His sister sure!
- Peona of the woods!- Can she endure-
- Impossible- how dearly they embrace!
- His lady smiles; delight is in her face;
- It is no treachery.
-
- "Dear brother mine!
- Endymion, weep not so! Why shouldst thou pine
- When all great Latmos so exalt will be?
- Thank the great gods, and look not bitterly;
- And speak not one pale word, and sigh no more.
- Sure I will not believe thou hast such store
- Of grief, to last thee to my kiss again.
- Thou surely canst not bear a mind in pain,
- Come hand in hand with one so beautiful.
- Be happy both of you! for I will pull
- The flowers of autumn for your coronals.
- Pan's holy priest for young Endymion calls;
- And when he is restor'd, thou, fairest dame,
- Shalt be our queen. Now, is it not a shame
- To see ye thus,- not very, very sad?
- Perhaps ye are too happy to be glad:
- O feel as if it were a common day;
- Free-voic'd as one who never was away.
- No tongue shall ask, whence come ye? but ye shall
- Be gods of your own rest imperial.
- Not even I, for one whole month, will pry
- Into the hours that have pass'd us by,
- Since in my arbour I did sing to thee.
- O Hermes! on this very night will be
- A hymning up to Cynthia, queen of light;
- For the soothsayers old saw yesternight
- Good visions in the air,- whence will befal,
- As say these sages, health perpetual
- To shepherds and their flocks; and furthermore,
- In Dian's face they read the gentle lore:
- Therefore for her these vesper-carols are.
- Our friends will all be there from nigh and far.
- Many upon thy death have ditties made;
- And many, even now, their foreheads shade
- With cypress, on a day of sacrifice.
- New singing for our maids shalt thou devise,
- And pluck the sorrow from our huntsmen's brows.
- Tell me, my lady-queen, how to espouse
- This wayward brother to his rightful joys!
- His eyes are on thee bent, as thou didst poize
- His fate most goddess-like. Help me, I pray,
- To lure- Endymion, dear brother, say
- What ails thee?" He could bear no more, and so
- Bent his soul fiercely like a spiritual bow,
- And twang'd it inwardly, and calmly said:
- "I would have thee my only friend, sweet maid!
- My only visitor! not ignorant though,
- That those deceptions which for pleasure go
- 'Mong men, are pleasures real as real may be:
- But there are higher ones I may not see,
- If impiously an earthly realm I take.
- Since I saw thee, I have been wide awake
- Night after night, and day by day, until
- Of the empyrean I have drunk my fill.
- Let it content thee, Sister, seeing me
- More happy than betides mortality.
- A hermit young, I'll live in mossy cave,
- Where thou alone shalt come to me, and lave
- Thy spirit in the wonders I shall tell.
- Through me the shepherd realm shall prosper well;
- For to thy tongue will I all health confide.
- And, for my sake, let this young maid abide
- With thee as a dear sister. Thou alone,
- Peona, mayst return to me. I own
- This may sound strangely: but when, dearest girl,
- Thou seest it for my happiness, no pearl
- Will trespass down those cheeks. Companion fair!
- Wilt be content to dwell with her, to share
- This sister's love with me?" Like one resign'd
- And bent by circumstance, and thereby blind
- In self-commitment, thus that meek unknown:
- "Aye, but a buzzing by my ears has flown,
- Of jubilee to Dian:- truth I heard?
- Well then, I see there is no little bird,
- Tender soever, but is Jove's own care,
- Long have I sought for rest, and, unaware,
- Behold I find it! so exalted too!
- So after my own heart! I knew, I knew
- There was a place untenanted in it:
- In that same void white Chastity shall sit,
- And monitor me nightly to lone slumber.
- With sanest lips I vow me to the number
- Of Dian's sisterhood; and, kind lady,
- With thy good help, this very night shall see
- My future days to her fane consecrate."
-
- As feels a dreamer what doth most create
- His own particular fright, so these three felt:
- Or like one who, in after ages, knelt
- To Lucifer or Baal, when he'd pine
- After a little sleep: or when in mine
- Far under-ground, a sleeper meets his friends
- Who know him not. Each diligently bends
- Towards common thoughts and things for very fear;
- Striving their ghastly malady to cheer,
- By thinking it a thing of yes and no,
- That housewives talk of. But the spirit-blow
- Was struck, and all were dreamers. At the last
- Endymion said: "Are not our fates all cast?
- Why stand we here? Adieu, ye tender pair!
- Adieu!" Whereat those maidens, with wild stare,
- Walk'd dizzily away. Pained and hot
- His eyes went after them, until they got
- Near to a cypress grove, whose deadly maw,
- In one swift moment, would what then he saw
- Engulph for ever. "Stay!" he cried, "ah, stay!
- Turn, damsels! hist! one word I have to say.
- Sweet Indian, I would see thee once again.
- It is a thing I dote on: so I'd fain,
- Peona, ye should hand in hand repair
- Into those holy groves, that silent are
- Behind great Dian's temple. I'll be yon,
- At Vesper's earliest twinkle- they are gone-
- But once, once, once again-" At this he press'd
- His hands against his face, and then did rest
- His head upon a mossy hillock green,
- And so remain'd as he a corpse had been
- All the long day; save when he scantly lifted
- His eyes abroad, to see how shadows shifted
- With the slow move of time,- sluggish and weary
- Until the poplar tops, in journey dreary,
- Had reach'd the river's brim. Then up he rose,
- And, slowly as that very river flows,
- Walk'd towards the temple grove with this lament:
- "Why such a golden eve? The breeze is sent
- Careful and soft, that not a leaf may fall
- Before the serene father of them all
- Bows down his summer head below the west.
- Now am I of breath, speech, and speed possest,
- But at the setting I must bid adieu
- To her for the last time. Night will strew
- On the damp grass myriads of lingering leaves,
- And with them shall I die; nor much it grieves
- To die, when summer dies on the cold sward.
- Why, I have been a butterfly, a lord
- Of flowers, garlands, love-knots, silly posies,
- Groves, meadows, melodies, and arbour roses;
- My kingdom's at its death, and just it is
- That I should die with it: so in all this
- We miscall grief, bale, sorrow, heartbreak, woe,
- What is there to plain of? By Titan's foe
- I am but rightly serv'd." So saying, he
- Tripp'd lightly on, in sort of deathful glee;
- Laughing at the clear stream and setting sun,
- As though they jests had been: nor had he done
- His laugh at nature's holy countenance,
- Until that grove appear'd, as if perchance,
- And then his tongue with sober seemlihed
- Gave utterance as he enter'd: "Ha! I said,
- King of the butterflies; but by this gloom,
- And by old Rhadamanthus' tongue of doom,
- This dusk religion, pomp of solitude,
- And the Promethean clay by thief endued,
- By old Saturnus' forelock, by his head
- Shook with eternal palsy, I did wed
- Myself to things of light from infancy;
- And thus to be cast out, thus lorn to die,
- Is sure enough to make a mortal man
- Grow impious." So he inwardly began
- On things for which no wording can be found;
- Deeper and deeper sinking, until drown'd
- Beyond the reach of music: for the choir
- Of Cynthia he heard not, though rough briar
- Nor muffling thicket interpos'd to dull
- The vesper hymn, far swollen, soft and full,
- Through the dark pillars of those sylvan aisles.
- He saw not the two maidens, nor their smiles,
- Wan as primroses gather'd at midnight
- By chilly finger'd spring. "Unhappy wight!
- Endymion!" said Peona, "we are here!
- What wouldst thou ere we all are laid on bier?"
- Then he embrac'd her, and his lady's hand
- Press'd, saying: "Sister, I would have command,
- If it were heaven's will, on our sad fate."
- At which that dark-eyed stranger stood elate
- And said, in a new voice, but sweet as love,
- To Endymion's amaze: "By Cupid's dove,
- And so thou shalt! and by the lilly truth
- Of my own breast thou shalt, beloved youth!"
- And as she spake, into her face there came
- Light, as reflected from a silver flame:
- Her long black hair swell'd ampler, in display
- Full golden; in her eyes a brighter day
- Dawn'd blue and full of love. Aye, he beheld
- Phoebe, his passion! joyous she upheld
- Her lucid bow, continuing thus: "Drear, drear
- Has our delaying been; but foolish fear
- Withheld me first; and then decrees of fate;
- And then 'twas fit that from this mortal state
- Thou shouldst, my love, by some unlook'd for change
- Be spiritualiz'd. Peona, we shall range
- These forests, and to thee they safe shall be
- As was thy cradle; hither shalt thou flee
- To meet us many a time." Next Cynthia bright
- Peona kiss'd, and bless'd with fair good night:
- Her brother kiss'd her too, and knelt adown
- Before his goddess, in a blissful swoon.
- She gave her fair hands to him, and behold,
- Before three swiftest kisses he had told,
- They vanish'd far away!- Peona went
- Home through the gloomy wood in wonderment.
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